Chapter 5: I Just Don't Want Love

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Chapter 5

Justine's Pov:

As soon as I got back home from the hospital with Jamie, Crystal came out of nowhere asking me all these questions about what happened to her. "Crystal, Crystal, Crystal, calm down. Jamie is fine, she fell off the monkey bars at daycare and was taken to the hospital but she's had some pain killers and they bandaged up her head. She's ok." I told her so she could calm down. "Oh thank god. Jamie you need to be more careful at daycare okay. We don't want you hurting yourself anymore." She told Jamie. "Otay auntie Crystal, I will." Jamie told her. "Good."

After that, I gave Jamie a bath, her medicine, and then laid her down to sleep. "Go to sleep sweetie, you need a lot of rest okay." I told her. "Otay mommy, goodnight I love you." She said dozing off. I smiled and said "I love you too baby."

Afterwards, I went back downstairs to talk to Crystal. "Hey Crys, you won't believe what happened when me and Jamie we're about to leave the hospital." I told her. "We'll what happened?" She asked. "Okay, so after Jamie got her head bandaged up and everything, I was about to leave, but then she said she wanted to play in the playroom with the other kids. I was gonna say no and just take her home to rest, but then her doctor told me that I should let her play cause it was best that she didn't sleep for a few hours." I told her.

"Okay, now get to the point sugar lips." She said while laughing and calling me by the nickname she gave me when we were 12. "Haha, my bad you know I have a habit of talking on and on instead of getting to the point." I told her laughing. "Yes you do haha." She said while laughing.

"Okay well her doctor asked me to come to their office so we could talk about few things for Jamie's head." I told her. "Wait, male doc or female doctor??" She asked. "Male doctor." I told her. "Ooohh this is already getting good." She said getting hyped up. All I could do was laugh. "Well we talked a lil bit bout Jamie and everything, then he asked if I could tell him a lil bit bout myself." I told her. "I ended up telling him everything, but I ain't even mad cause I really needed to get everything off my chest."

"Damn, so what happened after that." She asked. "He didn't judge me or anything, he just said everyone goes through their struggles in life. So when I was leaving with Jamie and he told me his name and everything, which is Craig cause I know your ass is gone ask." I said laughing. She laughed to while nodding. "Anyways, I realized he didn't tell me about hisself, so I told him that and he was like, "Why don't I tell you all about myself over dinner" or some shit like that with this cocky ass grin on his face." I said. "Your ass said yes right?" She said getting anxious. "Hell no! I know how he is, he's just like all those other niggas, so I just walked away" I said with a scowl. "What!!!" She shouted. "What the hell is wrong with you girl. Are you stupid."

"No I'm actually pretty smart for saying no to him. I really don't have time for heartbreak with all the situations I'm in right now." I told her seriously. I'm not ready for all that relationship BS, especially with someone who I know will break my heart. I'm focusing on how I'm gonna survive and take care of my daughter cause I'm not staying with Crystal for to much longer. I have to do all of this on my own.

"You are so fucking stubborn, you know that right." She said looking at me while shaking her head. I just shrugged while rolling my eyes. "I'm just doing what's best for me and my child, and being with some asshole is not gone help me at all." I told her. "Everybody ain't like Daniel sugar lips." She said mentioning my child's sperm donor, making me a lil angry at the thought of him.

Daniel Simmons, the boy I gave my fucking all to. He was my first everything, literally. I hated the way he treated me, but for some reason I kept telling myself I loved him, but that wasn't love, it was all lust and stupidity. I was young and dumb and I wish I could take back everything I did with him. The only thing I don't regret about him is that he gave me that beautiful baby girl of mines. I don't consider him as Jamie's father just a sperm donor. A father is the man that's there for you no matter what and loves you endlessly. As soon as I told him I was pregnant, he denied it right away and called me all out of my name. I cried my eyes out when he did that, and then on top of that my mother kicked me out, everything was just so hard on me and I was so hurt about it all.

"Your just saying that, but you know there are no more niggas out here that are there for you. All of these fools are lying, cheating, and deceiving assholes. You were blessed to get your husband, and he loves the hell out of you and would never hurt you purposely. Men don't come like that no more." I said truthfully.

Crystal has a husband that's down for her no matter what. Jacob Perez was seriously a true man. He not like them players that wants different girls every night. Crystal and Jacob were high school sweethearts, and through all the arguments, drama, breakup's and hoes throwing themselves at him, they sticked through it all and now here they are still together, married with a child and still growing strong. But that could never happen to me with all these fools out here. Besides, I just don't want love.

A/N: So this was all in Justine's Pov just to get how she feels all about the situation with Craig and love and everything. Next chapter will be all in Craig's Pov. Then the chapter after that will be back with both of their Povs. I hope y'all liked this chapter ;) 😉

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