Her

Chapter 5:

"What do you mean you saw me" I asked her.
"You were why I woke up I saw you."she said. Everyone was silent an she talked again. "You woke up an was in a hospital bed an then mom said I died but you didn't believe it. You ran to find my room an when you got to me you said you didn't get to tell me you loved me. You didn't get injected with a shot Madison I grabbed your hand so you could lead me back an when I did you fell to the floor waking up an then I woke up" she said.
I couldn't help but smile an cry at the same time.
"I love you rose" I said.
"I know. I love you to" she said.

-about 30minutes later -Everyone was talking to my sister an I asked my mom if I could talk to her.
"What wrong sweetie" she asked.
"Um mom you may or may not get a call from school saying I missed detention" I said rubbing my neck. "Before you say anything it wasn't my fault I doze off an it was today but then this happened with rose an I ran out of school an missed it so can you please explain to them what happened" I said. "Ugh yes of course but next time pay attention in class" she said. "Thank you mommy" I said kissing her cheek.
I looked at rose an watched her laugh at stupid things my uncle was saying. "You really love her don't you" Ethan said standing next to me. "Yeah" I said smiling. "Thanks" I said looking at him. "For what" he asked. "Comforting me when I was freaking out about everything" I said. He grabbed my hand an held it. I smiled an held his hand back.
"Your beautiful" he whispered in my ear. "You are to" I said. We looked at each other an instantly laughed.
-a week later-
My parents had to work a lot this week so I got to stay home from school an stay with rose.
Ethan an Grayson got my homework for me an bring it to the hospital so I can do it. Today my sisters being released to go come an ill I've heard all day is how excited she is to go home. I mean I am to I'm really happy that's she's ok now so I don't mind it. Rose ended up having a broken arm an scratches an bruises everywhere. I helped her up an let her change in the bathroom. We got her stuff an made our way to my car.
"Do you want mcdonalds" I asked her. "Yassss" she said overly excited. "Ok chill stink bug" I said.
We got to McDonald's an I ordered. We come to McDonald's a lot because I'm obsessed so I already know what to order for both of us.
"Can I get a 10 piece chicken nugget with a medium vanilla milk shake an large fries with 2 honey mustard sauces" I said for me. "Is that all" the worker asked. "No can I also get a Big Mac no pickles with another medium vanilla milk shake" I said for rose. Do not judge us.
We pulled up to the window to pay an then to the second window. The guy said the our order again an looked at me I looked at him to an of course he was here. "Madison" he asked. "Hey Derek" I said shocked. "Big meal for a small girl" he said. " it's for my sister to" I said pointing at her. "Oh uh I heard what happened I'm sorry" he said handing me our food. "Thanks" I said looking away an driving off. "Who was that" rose asked. "Just some stupid guy from school" I said.
He wasn't just some stupid guy he was the guy I lost my virginity to an then he cheated on me. Now you know why I hate him so much. He tries to apologize but he doesn't mean it.

-next day-
I walked into school an lot of people were either giving me an I'm sorry look or coming up to me an saying sorry an that they hope my sister felt better.
I walked to my locker before I reached it I saw Ethan by a locker talking to Hannah I just ignored it I also saw Grayson talking to the guys on the football team. I got to my locker an pulled my notebooks out for class. "Hey" I heard. I looked over an it was Derek. "May I help you Derek" I asked. "Look Madison I know what I did to you was wrong an I'm sorry please forgive me" he said. "Really" I said laughing. He looked confused. "You have no clue what the hell you did to me Derek how would you feel if you were in a relationship with someone lost your virginity to them an they cheated on you an told you they used you" I said. "Madison-" I cut him off. "I'm not gonna forgive you Derek an I never will an really I don't get why your trying now When this happened about a year ago. It doesn't matter ok just quit trying to apologize when you don't even mean it an just leave me alone" I said having tears roll down my face. Dang it. I ran to the bathroom an passed Ethan. I saw him watch me run to bathroom. I got into bathroom an looked in mirror thank god my make up didn't run. The bathroom door opened. "Madison" I heard Ethan say. I looked up from the sink an into the mirror at him. He came closer to me. "Are you ok" he asked. I can't take it. I turned to him an kissed him an he kissed back. I felt so many sparks crap I just wanted to get Derek off my mind. I pulled back" oh god I'm sorry I shouldn't of done that" I said beginning to grab my bag. "Wait" he said. He pulled me back an kissed me again. The bathroom door opened. "Slut you go from Derek to Ethan she's bad news ethy" Hannah said. I looked at Ethan an then turned around an looked at Hannah. "Look Hannah I get it you hate me I really don't know why but it's getting old. You talking shit about me an trying to ruin me even tho every time you try you fail an I haven't even been with Derek for over a year an I don't get why you act like your tougher then me. Do you not remember 2 months ago when I slammed your head into a locker an beat the shit out of you. Exactly So just get out of my life" I said pushing past her I saw her smirking. I looked back at Ethan who looked disappointed if he doesn't Wanna be with me because I did that to her then oh well. I decided to just ditch school today an go to the lake. The only place that is peaceful an calm.