Her

Chapter 8:

~2 months later~
Madisons pov:
Grayson an I decided to not be a couple so we decided to be friends with benefits. Which meant he'd come to my house an we'd do things or he'd come over an we would cuddle and watch Netflix together. Ethan an I aren't talking right now an I don't know why but I keep crying. I told Grayson everything an at first he was mad but now he's fine. I tried to get my mind off of Ethan by inviting Grayson over every day after school but the more he came the more he reminded me of Ethan since there twins. So I almost just made a mistake that I regret.
........................ I slept with Derek!!!!! ALMOST!!!
"Ok wait stop" I said pushing Derek off. "What's wrong" he asked. "This is this is so wrong. I'm sorry I have to go" I put my clothes on an quickly left his house ignoring him. I didn't have my car because he lived 6 houses down from me so I ran home. I was freaking out an my breathing got worse. I ran into my house an fell to the floor. "Madison are you ok" Rose said running to me. "Get- my - inhaler" I chocked out. She quickly ran an got it an gave it to me. I let out a breathe of relief an could breathe again. I stood up an hugged my sister an cried. I was definitely not gonna tell her the truth if she asked what was wrong but she didn't bother an she hugged me back. "Rose" I said playing with her hair. "Yeah sis" she said. "If you ever make a mistake or you have a problem I want you to come straight to me ok" I said. "Ok" she said.

~1 week ago~
Grayson an I were making out in the library. "Ahem" someone said. We both stopped an looked over an it was the librarian. "There is no PDA aloud in here. Report to the principals office now" she said angry. Grayson an I grabbed our stuff an walked to the front office. We held hands while walking an didn't even seem to give 2 shits.
Grayson went in first an then came out. "What happened" I asked. "Detention" he said. "Miss Sherman step into my office" the principal said. "Good luck babe" Grayson said kissing my cheek. I walked in an took a seat. "Well you have been in a lot of trouble this year  Madison an I don't know why but it's not good. We've given you to many punishments an warnings so instead of a detention your getting a referral" he said. "What" I said standing up. "Why am I getting referral" I said angry. I can't get a referral my parents will kill me an that will go on my record. "You know the rules" he said. "What the hell. So you give Grayson a detention an me a referral because we were kissing in the library. That's so stupid. You were a kid once an you did stupid decisions to" I said in one breathe. "Yes an I got punished" he said. "Yeah you probably got yelled at not given a referral" I said. "Madison it's the rules there's nothing else to this. Get your stuff an go back to class" he said handing me a slip. "But this is going to be on my record an my parents are gonna kill me " I said. "Madisons it's the rules im sorry" he said. I grabbed my stuff an ran out beginning to cry. I can't have this on my record,now I can't get into a good college an ill I've been dreaming about is going to Harvard or Yale. Why am I so stupid an hooking up with Grayson. My eyes were blurry from tears an I ran into someone. "Sorry" I said.
"Madison why are you crying" Ethan asked. "Nothing I have to go" I said. Before I could leave he grabbed my wrist an pulled me back. We were literally inches apart an at that moment he kissed me. I couldn't help but kiss back but then I pushed away. "Ethan what the hell" I said. "I'm sorry" he said. "Your dating Hannah Ethan an I'm with- I mean" I said nervous. "Your with who" he asked confused. "Nobody" I said. "Your lying who" he said. "Grayson I mean. Well. I'm with him but I'm not" I whispered. "Your with my brother" he shouted. I saw his jaw clench an him fist his hands. "So you an my brother have been secretly dating  an you didn't even tell me" he said angry. "I didn't think I needed to were not serious an why should you care who I'm with you have a girlfriend" I spat out at him. He totally ignored me. "Did he do something is that why your crying" He asked. "No he didn't do anything it was my fault I did something an I'm in trouble now" I said loosing up. "I just can't believe your with my brother" he said looking away from me. "Et-" "my brother" he said again. "you know what I don't know why your getting mad at me Ethan do you not remember last month how you told me you were over me an we were just friends now, so if your falling for me again or some shit then stop. Go ahead an get all angry that I'm with your brother you wanna know what else I'm not only kissing your brother but Im also hooking up with him" I stopped an realized what I just said I began to cry even more. He looked right at me angry. "Never talk to me again" he said grabbing his stuff an walking Away. "Gladly" i shouted an ran out of school. I began to cry an I don't know why. I moved on from Ethan but now I feel like my feelings our coming back an now we're not even friends.