What Have I Become?

Chapter 18: The Realization.

"No! No leave me alone!" I shot straight up from my bed. Sebastian ran to my side. It was just a dream. I am not crazy, but was that man right?

"Are you alright love? What were you screaming about?" He started to rub my back. "I-I had another nightmare."

"What was it love?" He pulled me onto his lap and stroked my hair. "That man. I have seen him before, I know."

Sebastian raises a brow. "What man love?" I buried my face in his chest. "T-the man in white, with lavender eyes. I-I passed out and he kidnapped me. I woke up and he made me kill myself. He controlled me w-with some type of music box."

Sebastian furrowed his brows and frowned. "Was there a tune to it? London bridge perhaps?" I shot my head up at him.

"Y-yes, how did you k-know?" Have I really met him before? "His name is Ash Landers. He is the queens butler. And as for the man singing, his name was Drocell Keinz."

"Do I know him from before? And what do you mean by was?" He paused for a moment. "Yes, you have. He has been here at the manor before, he tried taking you then as well, and Grell and I defeated Drocell why you were at the Trancy manor ." I looked down at my stomach and back up to Sebastian.

"Sebastian, if I tell you this you have to promise me you will not hate me, alright?" He grabbed my face in his hands. "My love, I can never hate you. Ever. It saddens me that you think I ever could. You are my mate and I can never unchange that. I do not want to change that."

I took a deep breath and sighed. "In my dream he told me I was pregnant. Is that possible?" He thought for a moment. "I believe it is my dear, why?"

"Well, before you ran into the bathroom I became really sick and weak. Is that not a sign of pregnancy?" He glanced up and back down to me.

"Yes, it is. Do you think you are?" I could not look him in the face. "I think so. Please do not be mad." He pulled my face up to his and kissed me passionately.

He pulled apart for air, not that he needed it. "Love, if you were to have a child I believe that would just be wonderful."

I let out a sigh of relief. "Shall we break the news to everyone?" Sebastian embraced me and kissed my forehead. "I think that is the right thing to do."

I got off of his lap and stood up. I looked over at the mirror, I was already starting to show. "S-Sebastian?" He walked over to me and laid a hand on my stomach.

"Yes love?" I placed my hand over his. "How long is a demon or vampire pregnant for?" He thought for a moment.

"I believe for a demon it is half the time for a human. As for a vampire I think it is half that." What?!

"So I'll have this baby in two and a half months?!" He chuckled. "Yes love, I believe so." Great.

"I think we shall go tell the young master now." I nodded in agreement. We left my room and made our way towards Ciels study.

We reached the door and Sebastian knocked. "Come in." He opened the door and we both walked in. "Do you need something?" Ciel asked with an irritated tone.

I sat down in a chair in front of his desk. "Yes young master, we have some news for you." Sebastian replied walking over to me.

"What is it?" Sebastian laid a hand on my shoulder. "We believe Eva is pregnant." Ciels head shot up.

"What?! How did this happen!" He sounded quite angry. "Well young master, when a man and a woman love each other very much, the-" Ciel cut him off.

"I know how the process goes, I am not an idiot Sebastian. Are you sure she is?" I stood up and walked towards him. I grabbed his hand and laid it on my protruding stomach.

The baby kicked and Ciel yanked his hand back. "How long has it been?" Sebastian thought for a moment.

"I believe it has been about a week or so." Ciel rolled his eyes. "Then you two need to be prepared. Go into town and buy the supplies you need. You both have the day off."

We both bowed in unison, well I tried the best I could. "Thank you, master." He waved us on and we left.

We made our way back to my room. "Oh, Sebastian. The Undertaker gave me something quite useful. I am not sure if you will like it, but I believe it will help me." He raised a brow.

"What is it?" An evil grin came grew across my face. "He gave me a coffin to sleep in."

"Why on earth do you need a coffin to sleep in?" I giggled.

"After I made my escape from Alois I met a young girl, a vampire named Seras. She told me all these things about vampires. She told me she wouldn't drink blood so her master made her sleep in a coffin filled with soil from her birthplace so it would energize her. All I have to do is get the dirt."

Sebastian gave me an odd look. "Would her master be the king of vampires, Alucard?" I returned his odd look.

"Yes, I believe so. How did you know?" He chuckled again. "Before I became the butler here at the manor I was the butler at the Hellsing manor. I had a contract with Sir Arthur Hellsing. I met Alucard and we became quite good friends."

"Really? That's great! Maybe we should go pay them a visit and ask for more information. I would love to see Seras again."

"How about today? We do have the day off." I nodded in agreement.

"Alright, then to Hellsing we shall go."

Authors note: I LOVE Hellsing ultimate, but then again who doesn't? Guess the anime worlds will collide.