What Have I Become?

Chapter 22: The Arrangements.

(Eva/your POV)

I woke up and looked around the room. I began to swing my legs over, but something tightened around my waist. I looked down to see a sleeping Sebastian.

I've never seen him like this, and quite frankly it's adorable. His eyes fluttered open. "Good morning love." He sat up and stretched. His hair was all over his head.

I giggled at the sight. "Good morning dear. I can tell you slept well." He yawned and stood up.

"I did actually. I have not slept in years. I thought it might be time for me to do so." He walked over to my side of the best and kissed my forehead.

"I can tell you slept good as well love." He motioned towards my hair. I stood up and walked into the bathroom. I stood in front of the mirror.

I thought Sebastian's hair was bad. My hair was all over the place and tangled. I had black lines that ran down my cheeks from crying so much. My face was puffy and my eyes were red.

"I look like I got hit by a train!" Sebastian walked up and chuckled. "Non sense dear, you still look as beautiful as ever."

I blushed and turned to face him. "Here love." He wet a cloth and rubbed my face with it. "Thank you sweet heart." He kissed my forehead once more.

"Well I am going to take a shower." He turned around and smirked. "Care to join me?"

"I could definitely use a shower, so yes. I would love to." He walked over to the large shower and turned the water on.

He faced to where his back was facing me. He pulled off his boxers revealing his cute booty. I kind of just stood there for a moment.

"Are you coming love?" Sebastian chuckled and entered the shower. "O-oh yes. O-of course." I shook my trance away.

I slipped off my gown and slid off my undergarments. I stepped into the shower. And there stood the naked Sebastian, in all his glory.

I blushed and faced away from him and stood under the faucet. The warm water rained down on my ice cold body.

I felt hands wrap around my waist. "Have I ever told you how beautiful you are love?" I blushed again.

"Yes you have love. And have I ever told you how devilishly handsome you are?"

He chuckled and placed a soft kiss on my lips. He pulled away started washing his gorgeous raven hair, I did the same but with my own.

We finished bathing and got dressed. I now sat in front of the vanity mirror in my room, brushing out my long hair. It has been silver quite a lot lately.

"Sebastian?" He walked over and buttoned up his shirt. "Yes love?"

"We have to make arrangements today for father." He was fumbling with his tie. I stood up and helped him.

"I know love, we shall go soon. I need to check on the young master first and make sure he is alright." I nodded and finished tying it.

He leaned down and kissed my forehead. "I will be right back love." I nodded.

He turned to the door and walked out, shutting it behind him.

I sat back down in front of the mirror and began putting on a little bit of makeup. When I was finished I decided to go check on Ciel as well.

I left my room and made it to his study. I quietly knocked on the door. "Come in." He said in his usual monotoned voice.

I walked in and sat down in the chair in front of his desk. "Yes Eva?"

I crossed my legs and laid my hands on top of my knees. "How are you holding up?" He lowered his head.

"I'm alright I guess. How about you?" I glanced at Sebastian standing in the corner. "I have been better honestly."

"When would you like to make arrangements for the funeral?" My eyes started to tear up again.

"As soon as we can I suppose." A few tears escaped my eyes. Ciel noticed it and walked over to me. He wrapped his arms around my back.

"It is alright Eva, I will miss him greatly as well. We have to be strong. I am expecting a niece or nephew soon after all." I returned his hug.

"I know Ciel. It's just hard. It's hard to lose someone you love." Ciel nodded.

"I know Eva, I understand completely. It has been two years since mother and father's passing and I still get upset over it. But I have become stronger since then as well."

He pulled away and whiped my tears. "Uncle Spencer would want us both to go on and be happy. I imagine it will be hard, but we can do it Eva."

I nodded. "Thank you Ciel. That means a lot."

"You're welcome. Sebastian and I will always be here for you." I nodded and whiped away the remaining tears.

Ciel turned and sat back down at his desk. "Would you like for me to accompany you to the parlor?"

I nodded my head. "Yes please. It would be very appreciated." He nodded.

"Alright then, shall we be on our way?" Ciel asked. "Yes, the sooner the better I suppose."

We left for the Undertakers shop. The carriage ride over there was filled with depressing silence.

We arrived and walked into the shop. The Undertaker emerged from a black casket.

"How are you two?" Ciel and I exchanged glances. "We have been better." Ciel said with his monotoned voice.

"I'm assuming you are here for the arrangements." Ciel nodded. "Have a seat and we'll start."

We both sat down on the coffin he came out of while Sebastian stood behind us. The Undertaker sat down at his desk and pulled out a book.

"Alright, first we need to pick out a casket." Ciel and I looked around and spotted a black casket with ruby red lining, the color of father's eyes.

"We'll take that one." I pointed to the coffin. He wrote down something in the book. "Alright, next thing is the date."

"I suppose tomorrow will work just fine." Ciel turned to me. "Does that sound alright with you?"

I nodded. "Excellent. The final thing is where would you like his final resting place?"

I thought for a moment. "With mother." The Undertaker nodded.

"And where might that be dearie?" A few tears trickled from the corners of my eyes. "The cemetary where Madame red is burried."

He wrote it down in his book and closed it. "Once again I am truly sorry for your lose. Spencer was like a brother to me. He was always there in a time of need. He was an outstanding person."

The tears just flooded out like a waterfall.

This is really the end. It's all setting in now. My father is gone, my mother is gone. I have no family left but Ciel and the baby. What has become of my once happy family?