your smile eats me alive (Asking Alexandria)

hero? or enemies?

Denis p.o.v(sorry if the guy p.o.v sucks...I'm not a guy so it's kinda hard :/)nd I try to use the new audio effect thingy so you can skip that if you want,I was just testing it lol

One..two...three.. push..One two three breathe in mouth...One ,two three push

"DENIS she's coughing!!"

"Well no shit she's just gasping for air!!"

Adira finally wakes up after about twenty minutes of me getting her to vomit,and using CPR on her. I help her sit up and rub her back..she's confused at first but her face rages with anger.

"WHY THE FUCK DID YOU SAVE ME?! Don't you see I don't belong in this fucking place?" She pushes me away as she cries trying to get up,but she's weak from the trauma she has caused herself.I just don't understand how someone so perfect like her ,could do this or is capable of this...and why she suffers when she's pure good.
"Adira wait!" Ben yells before he runs after her...She hates me now doesn't she?or was it the effects still in her system?.
"You okay stoff?" James asks crouching down to my level.
Was I okay? No I'm not my best friend tried killing herself and still wants to die

"I'm here where i-Oh my god"

Of course he's here..fucking prick,I hate xander and xander hates me with a fiery passion. She's mine and only mine and he should respect that I have eyes for her and no one else can.
"What the fuck happened?!" He says tears about to spill from him.
" She tried to kill herself and I saved her ,but she stormed of and Ben went after her." I said with no emotion attached to my soul at the moment.
Shock is what I feel I think or is it numbness? The love for her has grown that I have for her...and it's not little either ,not in a friendly way either.
But the opposite of friendly love

"AND NONE OF YOU CALLED ME UNTIL NOW? Or BOTHERED TO CALL A FUCKING AMBULANCE?!"
Who the fuck does he think he is? I just Fucking saved our best friend!and he yells at me for not calling him or an ambulance?!OH IM SORRY LAST TIME I CHECKED A SUICIDE ATTEMPT WASNT A SOCAIL ANNOUNCEMENT FOR EVERYONE TO SEE.
" really xander?! What the fuck?! Do you think she wanted everyone to know? She just yelled at me for saving her life and this is what you have to say! We -" I point to me and the boys," were in the moment of panic and tried to save her because she was in critical state,by the time you or a stupid ambulance got here it would've been too late ,so how bout you shut the fuck up xander!" I pushed him out of the way to go and find Ben ,I can't deal with xander right now he's pissed me off more than I already am.I slammed the door and raced downstairs to hear crying in a distance,I look around and see Adira and Ben on the bench outside,..Ben and her are hugging kinda ..weird.
Adira is still crying from the sound of it.
I stepped outside quietly and Ben looks at me ,and nods giving me permission to take the wheel.
"Ill be right back sweetie,I'm going to get you something to eat okay?" Wow Ben never sounds like that...he's just a big softie isn't he?
"Whatever" she replies coldly .
I make my move and sit next to her ,putting my hand on her thigh and rubbing it softly to make her somewhat reassured.
"Hey adi.. please stop crying,you do not deserve any of this ! You're too perfect for this you're amazing,beautiful,kind and just a great person,I know you may not see yourself that way but I do and trust me it killed me that you were slowly killing yourself."She looked up at me for a moment before embracing me . We held each other for a while until she said this," I deserve to be hurt ,I deserve to hurt myself. It only affects me physically and emotionally,it's not like it's your fault."
I let go of her and took her hand and handed her the blade I found beside her earlier as I held out my arms.
"Do it. Cut me Adira,I dare you." She looked at me with a disgusting expression.,"I want you to cut me as much as you hurt yourself considering you don't think I feel the same pain,I want to feel your pain that you said doesn't cause me pain."
"But I can't do that to you,I care about you too much"
She then realised everything I said just then.
"Promise me this won't happen again Adira?promise me you won't hurt yourself and will talk to me if you have a problem no matter how big or little?"
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"I promise"
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Sorry it's so short!! I hope you liked this chapter..it's kinda a part two to the previous chapter in a sense..but you catch my drift.
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-xoxoxoxo peaceskies!<3
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