your smile eats me alive (Asking Alexandria)

falling again

Adira p.o.v
" Adira can you go find the boys,we need to get an after shot of each of them for the before show and after collection"
"Of course Adam ,I'm sure I can spot those tall children"
Of course he sends me to do it,they've all been acting strangely since denis kissed me ,and Damon won't talk to me hardly it seems. I always put forth the effort but he doesn't budge and just ignores me or leaves the room.
It's been about three weeks into the last leg of the tour , we only have about like four or five more weeks to go ...I'm kinda relieved because I'm sure Ben will want me to keep living with Damon, I just don't know how to feel about me and them anymore.
"YA PEEN THAT WAS NOT COOL MY DOOD"
Found them.
.....I mean one of them *sigh*
" shaforostov!"I yell as I approached the fence he was messing around behind with one of the opener bands.today's venue was outside,I kinda forgot where we were.
"Helloooo princess, how are you?"He says smiling that smile of his that I just can't ever erase from my mind.
" denis stop it with that."
"Why? It's obvious I still like you and I have a feeling you like me as well" I was shocked at his sudden reply ,I should just leave and say I couldn't find them.
" that's not your business"I'm huffed in annoyance.
"Ohhh so the princess does still like me eh? Well guess what?"
"What ?!"
" wear something casual ,I'm taking you on a date "he says walking away.
"Denis!"
"I'm not taking no for an answer !"
"Adam says to get the boys so we can take pictures.." I mumble out ,he grins walking away probably feeling like he owns the God damn world.
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"Where you two kids going?" Ben asked.
" I'm taking her out to the arcade I seen a poster for on the streets" denis replied pulling me closer to him , I wasn't exactly thrilled,but I would be lying if I said I wasn't nervously and somewhat okay with the idea of a date. The boys all smirked at us ,Cameron teased us, I finally grabbed denis's hand and got out of the bus quickly .
"You look lovely by the way,I'm really glad you agreed to this" I wore a black grid skirt,and a white shirt that said "love" in Korean with my usual converse.
" I didn't really have a choice, I hate you still."
" do you? Look, wanna know something?"
"What?" He stopped us in our tracks ,we were almost to the arcade.he faced me getting close to me ,he looked mad.
" I know you will probably hate me forever for what happened,I hate myself for it, but guess what? I still fucking love you and I don't care how long it takes I'm going to get you to fall for me again."he looked at the ground as he took a shaky breath before looking back to me ,"go ahead and hate me , I know somewhere deep down there you love me ,you're the only one for me."
I didn't realize how cloudy my eyes were until I felt a tear start to trail down my copper skin.I wiped it off , no matter how much I don't want myself to fall for him, I can't deny what he said.
"Lets go in.." I said suddenly.
The smell of popcorn,and other foods,and the loud pop music the arcade played immediately helped clear the awkwardness that was evident.
"BUMPER CARS YESSS" denis started pulling me along to the line , we got buckled in and well,playing around like children.
The rest of the night was actually fun , I won a big stuffed animal bunny,and denis won a huge pusheen cat . We made our way to the food court ,ordering a large veggie pizza , the music in this place sucked but made the place better ?.
" you have pizza sauce on your mouth "
"Wow so flattering stoff, already calling me out on things " I reached for the napkins but he stopped me and kissed me ,as cliche as that sounds.
Maybe I like cliche though.
" it's okay I got it "
"You're such a dork deni"
" can I be your dork in specifics?" I giggled,my face turned red ,he then continued to put two straws in his mouth acting like a walrus.
It soon became midnight, we decided to walk back , he carried my stuffed animals, he insisted on me keeping his too.
" you know what denis?"
"Yes princess?" He moved his hair out of his eyes ,showing that stupid  grin I love so much  .
" I don't mind falling for you,you're the only one for me"