your smile eats me alive (Asking Alexandria)

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Denis p.o.v
Why the fuck did i just do that.I'm so fucking dead,she hates me and I ruined everything.
I shouldn't have kissed her.
But it felt so right...
I love her more than anything else.
Fuck.

*********next day******
Adira's p.o.v

My alarm clock went off ,I groaned and shut it off,I didn't even sleep but only like ten minutes...I couldn't get what happened out of my mind.
I need to tell someone but who?
I can't tell the boys or they'll tell on me,I could tell Andy but even that is a but iffy.
Maybe Damon can keep a secret.
I got dressed in a skeleton ribcage tank,a leather jacket and some high waisted black shorts and combat boots.I grabbed my gear and started to set up for the shoot we were having today. They needed new pictures to hand out as posters for the VIP.
I was planning on dying my hair later,I'm supposed to call Damon to help me and so we match ,he's gonna meet me tomorrow since we'll be in Florida tomorrow.
"ADIRA"
"ANDY"
A tall giraffe with gazelle legs pranked torwards me with his band and hugged me.
Guess bvb is first?not a bad start.
"You guys ready?"I asked them grabbing and choosing a camera and setting up.we were in a very bland building,but it was good since they stick out so much.
It was a big cement building ,very office looking,I was going to have them walking down the sidewalk and do portrait close ups.
"Yessss, let's do this shiz!" C.f. yelled behind Andy ,looks like they're all hyper and full of energy,fuck me I'm tired as fuck.
-hours later-
I finally finished editing both bless the fall,and bvb pictures,I sent them to get printed and copied,I was just waiting on AA who was actually late for some reason.
I'm not looking forward to encounter denis today.

My phone then rang
"Hello?"
"Hey Adira,Ben is sick today so can we do our pictures tomorrow?"Cam asks me...where the fuck is Ben just yesterday he was fine!
"Yeah I guess,"
"Oh and Adira can you make sure to come to the merch tent and help us out?" What the fuck am I a fucking maid?
"Yeah,I will be there once I'm done with my agenda" I said as I hung up the phone.
I swear they forget that I'm human sometimes and that I'm not someone who likes to be bossed.
I put my gear away in the bus and I send Damon a request to face time with me.
"HAYYYY GURLLL" his voice cheers through the phone,he looks like he just woke up.
"Hayyyy how's mah gurl?"I said giggling.I actually had a crush in Damon for the longest time when we first met but ,I saw something in denis.
"I'm good,so I figured out the color we should dye our hair,Matthew helped...actually he forced me to get the colors."he soon turned his camera to show Matt waving and being himself.
"Really fizzy?green???"I ask in disbelief as he held up the box of dye.
I'm going to look fucking awful
"Dont worry we can dye our hair something else once it fades,I was dared to dye it thus color!you'll look great hun!"he says with a nervous chuckle. I nodded in agreement.
"Damon can I tell you something when you get here tomorrow?"I ask biting my lip.
"Yeah of course,about?why not just ask me now?"He asks as he furrows eyebrows in confusion.
"Its just something personal about a someone here that is hard to explain over the phone"of sigh.
"Oh that's understandable! I'll be there early in the morning,we can go on a walk together if you'd like?" I smile and nodded,I can't wait to see one of my best friends.
We soon talked about random things as I dyed my hair,honesty it didn't look too bad.
It was like a neon green which was pretty good
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I made my way to the merch tent and avoided denis's gaze,presence as much as possible.all boys were in shock about my hair but said it was lovely.
"Adira,we need to talk about what happened yesterday asap" Ben whispered harshly as he grabbed my arm tight. I flinched from his grip,it reminded me of my past and he let go and his expression softened.
If only Damon was here.