Engaged to Exo LUHAN

The Decision

Dedicated to @MyDeerDerp 💕

Taira POV

"Chennnnn!!! Wait up! Please, let me explain!" Sigaw ko. Hinahabol ko siya.

Ang bilis bilis niyang maglakad nakaabot na agad siya sa may kotse niya. Nagmadali ako at tumakbo.

"Baby boo!" Sigaw ko. Tuloy tuloy ang agos ng luha ko.

OMG! Hindi to nangyayari! No!!! I'm not going to lose my life!
Nahawakan ko yung pinto ng kotse niya bago niya pa ito isara. Hingal na hingal akong tumingin sakaniya.

"Please let me explain..." Napakagat ako sa labi ko habang sa isip ko ay nagdadasal na sana pakinggan niya ako.

Huminga ito ng malalim. Naihilamos niya pa ang kaniyang kamay sa mukha niya chaka ito lumabas ng kotse.

"Fvck it Taira! Alam mo bang nahihirapan ako? Galit ako saiyo! Galit ako sa nakita ko! Galit ako sa ginawa mo pero bakit ganun? Kahit galit at nasasaktan ako nakukuha ko pang mag aalala saiyo!" Sigaw niya.

"Kahit gusto kong lumayo saiyo hindi ko magawa! Alam mo bang sobrang mahal kita na pati sarili nakakalimutan ko na?"  Tuloy padin yung agos ng mga luha ko. Nagsimula na din mamuo ang luha sa mga mata niya.

"I said we're over but why do I feel that I don't really mean it? I said I don't want to hear your explanations but why do I want to hear you out? Tell me? Am I crazy?" Humawak siya sa magkabilang balikat ko. Naghahabol naman ako ng hininga dahil sa sobrang iyak.

"I want love you so bad Taira, did you even know that? Or did you even gave importance to that?" Napahagulgol ako.

Reality hit me. Kahit papaano may kasalanan ako sa nangyaring panghahalik ni Vernon. Kaya ko naman pigilan pero hindi ko ginawa. Hindi ko din alam sa sarili ko kung bakit ko siya pinigilan. Yun yung mali ko.

Pero totoo yung sinasabi kong walang namamagitan samin. Vernon and I was over 4 years ago back in high school. Kaya wala na talaga akong nararamdaman for him. Si Chen, siya na talaga ang mahal ko. Alam ko yun! Nararamdaman ko.

"I'm sorry..." Napayuko ako habang sinasabi yun.  Ayokong makita yung facial expression niya kasi baka masaktan lang ako.

"I'm sorry Chen if I did let him kissed me.. But hear me out... I don't love him anymore.." Sabi ko habang nanginging ang boses.

"I love you so much that I couldn't bear you out of my world even just for a couple of minutes. I love you so much that I could even give up on my career just to be with you at all times to assure you that I wouldn't commit same mistake anymore." Sabi ko.

Naghihintay ako ng sasabihin niya pero puro paghinga at pagsinghot lang ang naririnig ko.

"Chen, please let's not be seperated. We're not over! I'm not going to lose you!" I said and suddenly hugged him.

Hindi ko makita yung reaction sa mukha niya. Pero narinig ko siyang huminga ng malalim at kasabay nun ay ang pagyakap niya pabalik.

"Taira, I love you so much that I couldn't even bear see you like this begging for me to comeback to you. I love you so much that I could even delete that painful scene I witnessed at this moment." Naramdaman ko yung ulo niya sa leeg ko.

"I love you, Taira Martinez to the point that I lost my soul and lived like hell in 30 minutes knowing that I told you we're over. I love you and Yes, you'll not going to lose me." He said. I cried with happiness hearing those flattering words.

Chen is the best man I've ever known other than my dad. I wiped my tears as we parted.

"So, are we okay now?" I asked. He smiled at me. He hold my cheeks and he gently nodded.