Help! (a joe sugg fanfiction)

Chapter 17

- GCSE week -
- Day 1 -
Waking up this morning was hard. I and spent the past couple of weeks cramming so much. My brain hurts. I'm nervous. What if I don't do well. What will I do?

I made my way to school, and stood in line to enter the sports hall.

I had finished my last exam of the day. Is walked out and broke into a run to get home. As soon as I was home, I ran upstairs and cried under the covers of my comfy bed. I sobbed for hours on end. My mum came up once in a while asking if I wanted a cup of tea and if I wanted to talk. She left after a while knowing that I just wanted to be alone. The truth was, I feel like I've done terrible. Every exam made me feel worse and worse about myself. At least I only have 4 more days left of this.

- Day 3 -

Yesterday was better than Monday. I plucked up the courage to talk to my mum about the exams and she gave me tips on how to stay positive.
- if you ever feel like crying scrunch your ties up in your shoes.
- think happy thoughts
- read the question twice

I love my mum. She is amazing. So its day 3 of the horrifying exams that I hope I never have to do again. I have my English, science and PE exam today. Half way though the exam week. I was more confident than previous days mainly because I got a lovely text from a few friends from Brighton and London.

Hope you do amazing in your exams and you are entitled to a big shopping trip once you've finished. Good luck
Zoe xxx

Keep your spirits up you're nearly at the end. Love you loads. Giving you loads of luck.
Niomi & Marcus xxx

Knock em dead!!
Caspar ;)

They were just a few but they were my favourites. I was surprised I didn't get one from Joe. He's been avoiding me lately. I don't know why either. Its put a bit of a downer on my spirits.

Time for exams.

I feel amazing. My exams went well... I think. I came into the living room singing at the top of my voice.
"I take it, it went well today" my mum said.
"I feel like I'm on top of the world" I sang. Thinking of that song called 'I'm on top of the world'. Hehehehe.

We sat there watching Disney movies until 9 o'clock. My mum went to bed and I was just about to go to bed when I thought I would go outside a bit. As I wandered outside I noticed the sunset. It was setting over the roof. I quickly grabbed my camera and took a few shots. It reminded me of the view from the roof of that house down the road, when I was with Joe. Slowly, I made my way up the side of the house along the trelace. I reached the top and swung my legs over the side of the house, gazing at the beautiful view. I didn't even realise a body had come and sat next to me.

I looked to the side of me and saw a silhouette of a man. I snapped a shot with my camera and started for a bit.
"It's beautiful the view isn't it" I say breaking the silence. He turns to look at me.
"I can see a much more beautiful view right in front of me" he said gazing into my eyes. It felt as if he was looking into my soul. Why would he say that though? He doesn't like me.

I stand up and I'm just about to leave when he grabs my hand. He twirls me around and his hands land on my waist. Slowly, he leans in, our faces millimetres apart. He closes the gap between us and kisses me. His lips were soft and they moved in sync with mine. He made me feel safe but like I'm on a new adventure every single day. He made me feel alive. I pulled back slightly and looked into his eyes. then I turned around and scrambled down to my bedroom. Leaving him on his own.

I fell asleep dreaming about him and wondering if he meant what he did.

The rest if the week was a blur. I think my exams went well. Ever since the kiss I have been in a state of euphoria. I've been on top of the world. Quite literally. Joe made me confident when he kissed me and I liked it.
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A/n
Comment there ship name. I am rubbish at coming up with then.

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