Chapter 20

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The train pulled into the station. It was now 3am. I got off and ran into Zoe's open arms. She hugged me and took me to her car. I didn't care that she was still in her pyjamas and I don't think she did either.

We drove off and I think she knew not to asks me anything at this current moment. I was still crying and it wasn't because 'you ruined me' by the Veronica's was on. Which was totally how I felt right now. Okay that could be making me more sad but I'm still crying because if the incident with my mum being a slut. The next song was the YouTube boy band. Fuck. I switched it off instantly and got a confused look of Zoe.
"It was my brother wasn't it" she says. I nodded shamefully.
"You can tell me in the morning if you like, maybe a movie day would be good" she said and I nodded.

Her spare bedroom was really nice she said I could stay for as long as I wanted. I didn't want to be a burden since I'm still a teenager but it was kind of her. As soon as my head hit the pillow, I was straight asleep.

- the next morning -
I sat eating my toast and listening to the radio. Zoe came and sat down opposite me.
"You don't have to tell me anything if you don't want to" she said. At that moment I felt I could tell her anything, from the little crush I'd developed to the kiss and my mum. That's what I did. I explained it all. I ended up crying again she hugged me tightly and said "I'll always be here for you Lucy....always".
"Thank you so much, I didn't know what to do. He messed with my feelings. If this is what it feels like to be heart broken I don't ever want to feel it again." I said to her, pouring my feeling out again.

We retreated to the sofa and cuddled under the blanket and watched the notebook. Ten minutes into the film there was a knock at the door. I paused the film to go get drinks and Zoe opened the door. I heard a familiar voice but I ididn't know who it was. All I knew is that it definitely wasn't Joe. Thank god.

*Zoe's POV*

I opened the door and saw Finn harries stood in front of me with red eyes and blotchy skin not to mention is horrible sense in fashion which usually quite good.
"I'm sorry Zoe for intruding but Dani (A/n random ex girlfriend I made up) was sleeping with jack and I had nowhere else to turn." He said looking down at his feet. Why is everyone crying around me? I invited him in and lead him to the couch. He sat down and tucked his head between his knees and groaned. Poor boy.

At that moment Lucy walked in looking exactly like Finn. Blotchy face and horrible sense in fashion. Finn looked up and saw Lucy. They stared intently at each other before Lucy sat down and the stare broke.

*Finns POV* (A/n sorry about POV changes)
She was beautiful but she looked a state like me. A beautiful state.
She sat down and quietly said hi which I returned. Zoe cuddled up next to her and whispered something in her ear. She giggled and it was a soft giggle. It was cute.

*Lucy's POV*

He was handsome but he looked a wreck, like me to be exact. Probably a bad break up. I feel a tad sorry for Zoe having to look after two people who are heart broken.
"He's single by the way" Zoe whispered in my ear. I giggled at what a stupid idea she was suggesting.

"Finn this is Lucy, she's a good friend of mine. Lucy this is Finn, he makes YouTube videos for ja-" she stopped herself for some reason. I looked at his face and it had gone pale with the mention of Jack or I don't know I think it was meant to be. Is waved at him and forced a smile.
"You can come sit over here you know, we don't bite" I said to him which made him smile.

He came over and sat next to me under the blanket. We played the movie and snuggled closer to each other. I could feel Finns breath on my neck, that's how close we were.

Zoe fell asleep half way through so it was just Finn and I watching it. I put my head on his shoulder and he wrapped his arm around my waist. We sat and watched the film. Oh no we're near the end, I can feel the tears. Oh shit. They're free flowing now. I looked over at Finn and he was crying too, maybe a little bit quieter than me.
"You ok" he asked me quietly.
"Apart from seeing my mum snogging the boy I liked and the boy who kissed me the other night, I'm fine" I replied to him.
"I found my girlfriend of 6 months having sex with my twin brother. She tried saying she thought it was me. Girls have pulled that before" he said to me. God he must have a hard time getting girls.
"How old are you Lucy" he asks me.
"16 why how old are you?" I question him back.
"18, and I only ask because I feel like I was in your position 2 years ago" he says to me.
"Were you in love?" I asked him out of the blew. He looked over at me and nodded slowly. The film was finished but we carried on looking at each other. It was quite intent. He started leaning in. His lips touched mine. I kissed him before pulling away.
"I can't do this" I said.
"Yeah I think I might go" he said and hurriedly left.

"What happened then?" Zoe pipes up.
"How much had you seen?" I ask ashamed of myself.
"All of it" she says quite pleased with herself.
"You sound very pleased with yourself but I'm getting quite tired so I'm going to crash" I said and headed up to the spare room.

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