Rebuilt

Why do I Trust You?

"Hiya, lil!" The ever familiar voice of Thea's called out to me as I entered Business class. I didn't know we had business together?? Huh! Maybe I just don't pay much attention. Yea probably.

I sway over to her and plonk down on the empty seat next to her. This is one of the only classes I don't have with Ev, thank god there's only a few.!

It's weird to think a mere month ago I had no idea who he was, then he literally just waltzed into my life. I still don't know why he did it. And I don't know how he found me and I don't know what he is doing. I kinda just gave up trying to ask him about it after he just changes the subject everytime.

Like last weekend on Saturday afternoon, we were at his house playing Mario kart on his Wii and he was really happy.

Big smiles, laughing etc. Ect....

"...I am so kicking your ass!" He snickered at me as my kart fell off the edge of the world, baby peach included!

"Hell no ur not!!" I yelled back!! How dare he! He just over took me after I beat him in the last like fifteen races!!

"Yes I totally am. You should know me so well by now that you know I don't lose!" Hmmm. I dunno....

"Well..  You no alot about me but I don't really know alot about you!?" I questioned.

"Ask away" he fired back at me, tensing slightly.

"How did u find me at my house? Why are you friends with me?" Why do I trust you? I thought mindlessly.

He reeled back. Completely tensed up. I stared at him as he seemed completely enveloped in the game but a quick glance at the screen revealed him driving Luigi off the edge repeatedly. What?!

"Your a nice person." He said abruptly, "woah, is that the time?" He continued. I noted the causal can be of subject but decided to drop it because we all have secrets ... I know that all too well.

...but why was I involved???.....

"...ello! Earth to Lilia!!" Thea cried, waving her hands in front of my face.

"How long was I out?" I asked, shaking my head. I do this. Space out completely.

"About ten minutes. Class is gunna start so-"

*brrrrrriiiinng* *brrrrrriiiinng*

"-oon. As I said." Her hand gestures to the bell in the corner of the room, the little metal hammer screaming at us once again to start our afternoon of hell. I wonder how it can signal our heaven (lunch) and hell (class) the same way.

It's wierd, isn't it. How something that can cause you so much pain can gift you with the equivilat amount of happiness and relief.

"Smith, Darcy" the teacher called out. Pfft. Substitute. Lookis like we're doing nothing this entire lesson.

...crap! If I'm doing nothing then Lee's doing nothing.... But mocking me.

....oh no. Oh no. Oh no!!

"Snow, Lilia" he droned.