Deepest Desire 》Chainsaw Man

Eleven

Aki woke up to the worst headache ever. His head kept pounding as if someone was hammering his brain. The light peeked from his curtain, appearing brighter than before. Aki nearly gasped as he slowly remembered what happened last night with Kanae. There were bits and pieces, but he could clearly remember the chill going down his spine as her hands trailed down his chest. He remembered how firmly his hands gripped her hips as he slammed into her while kissing her neck. His breathing hitched while remembering the way Kanae kept moaning his name over and over again. Aki felt his dick twitch under the sheets.

He let out a light groan. "I'm never drinking that much ever again," he muttered while reaching out to hold the fiend. Yet, he was met with an empty space where she slept.

Not finding her next to him is very strange. Kanae usually doesn't leave his bed empty. Those nights they would sleep next to each other, she would always cuddle against his side the very next morning. If she were the first to wake, she would simple lay there, admiring him, until he got up, so her smile would be the first thing he sees.

"I don't think I dreamt it," he said while sitting up. He winced, glanced down his chest to see long dark scratches followed by random love bites. "Now, I know I didn't dream it." Just wanting to be sure, Aki lifted the sheets. His eyes widened when he found all the condom wrappers and the same scratch marks on his thighs. A light blush crept on his face as he dropped the blanket. 

The aroma of coffee filled his nostrils. He got up to put on some sweatpants. Aki walked out of his room, spotting Kanae in the kitchen making a cup of coffee.

"Morning," Aki greeted groggily as he walked over and stood next to her.

"Hey! I - I made you coffee," Kanae's voice quivered as she slid the cup over to him. Aki's brows shot up when she didn't look at him, but her face turned red at their close proximity.

"Thanks." Aki raised the cup to his lips. The warm liquid went down his throat. When he glanced at Kanae, who still wasn't looking at him. She nervously rubbed the side of her neck, enough for Aki to see every hickey he left her.

I don't want you to regret this tomorrow, he remembers her crying. His eyes widened slightly. Does she think I regret what happened?

Setting his cup down, Aki reached over to hold her hand. "Hey," he called out. Using his free hand, he gently grabbed her chin, turned her head towards him, and captured her lips with his. It was short. It was sweet. It was enough to reassure the girl that everything is fine between them. "I remember what I said, and I still mean it."

Kanae wanted to test the waters. When she woke up that morning, she had the biggest smile on her face. But it only took one look at Aki's face to wipe the smile off. All these doubtful thoughts kept racing through her mind, that it made her restless. She got up to distract herself from those negative thoughts, but nothing seemed to work. Even hearing him say 'I mean it' wasn't enough.

She leaned up to kiss him again, hands holding his waist. The taste of coffee hit her mouth as she pulled him closer. Aki tilted his head a bit to deepen the kiss. The kiss grew more heated. Aki grabbed Kanae's hips, picked her up, and then sat her on the counter. Kanae opened her legs to wrap around his waist, bringing him closer. She detached her lips from his only to latch them on his neck. Aki shivered, one hand holding her close while the other gripped the edge of the counter. He groaned when he felt her hands trailing down to the hem of his sweats. Her fingers were slowly going under the fabric until she was grasping his erection. Then, a loud moan escaped his lips as he felt her thumb twirling his tip.

"You still want this, right?" he asked her through his panting breath. "Because I mean every word I said. I want you to be mine, Kanae." He grabbed the back of her head. Eyes boring into hers as their foreheads touched. "If you still don't believe me, look into my desires again."