Yearn for You [poems]

I miss you.

After the 'cut-off' I saw you around.

You never seemed to care, 

but I did.

Then one day you decided to break the silence.

Damn, it was awkward.

But you pulled me into a hug.

I will probably never ever forget that hug.

It made me weak knowing how much I missed you.

Now I wish for another which I may not get.

But aren't those hugs the best?

When you pull them in and just feel like you're holding on 

and you feel like nothing can stand in the way.

They just so happen to be longer than necessary,

but you know they meant something.

That was the greatest hug I could ever receive knowing in that moment was filled with care.

It made me weak to my knees.

You have that effect,

making me shake in a good way after seeing you.

But you know what?

I don't even know if it's a good way or not.

You confuse me.

I yearn for that hug right now.

Which is odd,

since I usually yearn for it when I'm upset.

Just feeling your embrace.

Your arms wrapped around my tiny body.

There was compassion.

There was hope.

There was love.

It was a total bliss.

We were infinite.

And nothing else seemed to matter.

But I believe it was gone the moment we broke apart.

I miss you.