Be With You {DISCONTINUED}

Ch. 14 Break

"I don't like Foster and Foster doesn't like me!" I argue to Peeta

He thinks something's going on, he thinks Foster and I are a 'thing'. Jealousy got the better of him and his mind is going crazy, believing that Foster and I together.

"Oh really? A girl who hangs out with a boy more than usual doesn't sound like your just friends." Peeta shouts back

"Peeta you trust me right? Then why do you suddenly think this?" I counter

"I do trust you Katniss, but if I spent more time with a girl than you, you would think the same thing right?" He says

Gulping, I nod my head, it's true, jealousy can forget that you trust this person. Jealousy can break people.

"Katniss?" He calls

Peeta awaits for an answer, I know he's waiting but I stay silent. I stay silent because I know he's right.

*

Dong.

The clock tower rings, it rang twice already but I wouldn't care or budge from my spot. I sit on top of a roof which belongs to this abandoned house and let my mind process any thoughts that go through my brain. My legs and feet are dangling from up high, high up that I'm certain it won't ever touch the concrete. That's if I don't fall.

I've been here for hours, listening to my brain tell me I'm really damn stupid for running away from Peeta. I listen, I listen that I'm that stupid, stupid for running away after coming to the realization that he was correct. I don't know what thoughts Peeta is thinking or where he's been but I don't want to know. All I know is that I am really brainless for running.

Peeta and I's relationship is on and off. I really don't know where we're going with this. It's like we're wasting time but it's like the time Peeta and I are together our time is precious. I'm almost to the thought that Peeta and I should take a break.

Dong.

The clock tower turns the hour hand to the next number. I've been here for 3 hours straight just thinking. Thinking. That's what I do 24 hours each day. I need to stop sometimes. I feel my phone vibrate in my butt pocket,

Peeta
1 new message.
Swipe to open.

My fingers swipe the screen hesitantly but at the same time, I'm kind of curious of what Peeta's going to tell me.

Peeta
I think we should know what we feel for each other, but all I know now is that I love you.

He loves me but feels like we should need a break. That's all I understand. My eyes go from left to right again and again rereading the text.

He loves me,

but he wants us to take a break.

"If only he knew I love him too." I sigh

I do. I do love him but it's confusing. Actually, more like complicated, from the times that we scream our lungs out arguing to the times I feel sparks ignite in my stomach.

"Katniss." A faint voice calls

I turn to take in their appearance, Peeta's appearance.

"Peeta." Shakily, I call back

He found me up here, he actually went up 6 flights of stairs to get to me. Maybe we don't need a break. With that I plant my lips on his but in reply I get this,

"Bye Katniss." He says and pecks my cheek with the littlest spark going off

We both love each other but we need a break. I don't get that even the littlest bit.

Is Everlark breaking away? Maybe. Sorry in advance for punching your heart but it's going to get better in the next two to three weeks. Hint hint 😉😁
I'm planning to release a new book after a finish a book and yeah. I think my writing is not improving but bare with me, I trying and I will try again. Talk to you guys later, ily ❤️
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I can't really say much cuz I'm babysitting and the kids are messing up my hair okay I really got to go. 😂

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