Two Months With Him [COMPLETED]

Part Eighteen

Harry's POV:

When I wake up the all too familiar feeling of a hangover hits me.

My mind thinks over everything that happened last night.

I remember going out to eat and texting Rachel to come.

I had some drinks and came home with Louis.

Then it hits me.

Unless my mind is playing some fucked up shit with me I remember me and him kissed.

I feel like I'm gonna puke.

I get out of bed and walk straight to the kitchen to get some water.

I'm glad that he isn't here right now because I need some time to figure out what happened and more specifically why it happened.

Did he kiss me?

Did I kiss him??

I can't take being in this house so I grab for my keys and walk out the door. When I get in my car there's only one place I can think of going.

When I get to her house I knock on the door.

"Harry?" She's confused but I don't give her time to question me as I walk through her front door.

"My parents aren't home so make yourself comfortable I guess."

I turn around and look at her.

"Rachel I need to talk to you." My voice sounds a little more serious than I plan for it to be and she realizes I'm not here to fuck.

"Uh okay...lets talk I guess."

I look at her and I come right out and say it. "Me and Louis kissed last night."

She looks at me and her mouth opens to a wide O and I can see the shock in her eyes and the questions she must have.

"You and him kissed? I mean I knew you had had a couple drinks but damn Harry if you wanted a little more than a make out sesh in the parking lot you could have just come over, you didn't have to kiss the dude."

I cut her off "Look, I don't have anyone to talk to so can you just listen, please?"

"I don't even fucking know how it happened...." I begin.

"Harry,"

I look up at her and she's looking straight at me.

"Maybe you need to be honest with yourself." She tells me.

Honest with myself?

"What do you mean honest I'm telling you the truth about what happened?"

She looks at me and and raises her eyebrow. "You know that's not what I mean."

Fuck.

She goes on. "Maybe you do have feelings for Louis? And it might be hard for you to admit that to yourself."

She continues, "Do you actually know what it feels like to have a crush on someone? I mean you've been with me for the last few months and I think we both know you don't have feelings for me."

Rachel's looking at me and I can't help but feel like shit sitting in front of her. She knows I don't care about her in a romantic way. It's purely physical.

Man am I an asshole.

I put my head in my hands and I try to clear my head.

"Harry..."

She puts her hand on my knee

"I think you need to go talk to Louis about this."

She gives me a pleading look.

"Please." She adds.

When I raise my head to look at her I can see the look in her eyes and I know she just wants the best for me. She may be annoying and bitchy sometimes but I think she's right.

I get up from the couch and thank her before leaving and getting in my car.

"Get ready Styles, this is it."

I pull out of her driveway and turn towards Louis' house.