Just Another Fangirl

Am I Dreaming?

C here again :) i just got back from vacation so i will be here more often :) Emani will still be with us tho and writing and stuff :))

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I rapidly blink my eyes trying to understand if this is actually happening or not.

I mean I am pretty tired and emotional and my eyes are pretty blurry since I was just fucking balling.

Out of all the people in the world why did they have to show up while i was mid meltdown.

I stare at them awkwardly trying to comprehend exactly what is going on.

They seem to feel the awkward since they shift a few times on their feet trying to avoid eye contact.

Harry walks in from behind them and sits next to me on the bed.

He places his arm around me and holds me to his chest.

I let out a sigh.

A sigh of defeat.

The world has ruined everything once again.

"I thought you would want to meet my friends." He whispers in my ear.

"Not really the best time." I say with a giggle.

Harry really knows how to lighten a mood.

"Guys, this is Claudia." Harry announces to the group of boys in my doorway.

"Claudia this is--"

"Niall, Liam, and Louis." I say finishing his sentence for him.

"Yep." Harry says with a giggle.

The boys slowly enter the room and join us on the bed.

They all give me hugs.

Awkward hugs since I am still mid breakdown.

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After a couple minutes of silence and some comforting, Niall speaks up.

"May I ask whats wrong?"

I see Harry out of the corner of my eye give him the "no don't ask, that's not a good idea," signal.

I try not to laugh knowing Harry didnt want me to see that.

"Well you found me crying in here because your fans aren't really the...nicest people." I was trying to avoid eye contact, which is hard because there are 4 people surrounding me.

"We apologize on their behalf. They are just trying to protect us. They aren't really the best at it since their protection mixes with the jealousy." Liam says taking off his fedora.

I guess Harry started a thing.

"No it's fine, it's just I didn't see it coming so I didn't prepare myself. I will be fine from now on."

Because it's just the thoughts I have been thinking on a daily basis being said into the world.

I add to the end of the sentence in my head.

Does Harry even know why he donated blood to me?

Probably not.

It's a personal thing and I don't think doctors are that shallow.