Just Another Fangirl

I Messed Up.

Okay so hi. I said I'd release a chapter and so I am. If this is off because I haven't written a chapter in so long. Here we go.

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Mac finally came back from talking to the doctor. I can't wait to get out of here, I've been trapped in my head and can't get out; being caged in here dosent make it any better.

"Am I free to go?" I ask Mac when she walks back in.

"Yeah, the doctor just wants to come check on you just to make sure, you're okay."

Just as she says this, the doctor walks in.

"Hi," she greets with a warm smile.

I just nod.

She walks over to me to check my blood pressure and asks how I feel.

I answer short and simple answers not really having the energy to respond with more.

She sighs and finally tells me I can go.

Packing my stuff, there's a knock at the door.

"Come in!" I yell.

Mac's Mom and Evan walk in.

"Hi Claudia, how're you feeling Hun?" Mac's mom asks.

"I'm fine, just tired." I reply.

"Oh okay, when we get to the hotel, you can sleep." She says.

"Sounds good and thank you so much for all of this. I really appreciate you taking your kids out of school and buying the hotel for longer because of me. It mwans a lot."

"No problem darling."

Macs mom is the only person that knows what is going on at my house. She feels as though i am her child because i dont really have parents that do that.

She is the mom i never had.

"I'll go check you out." She walks out the room leaving Evan Mac and I.

You can feel the tension in the room.

Mac just akwardly sits there.

Does she know about Evan and I?

She dosent.

Shit.

I look at her trying ti catch her eye

Once i do i give her the leave look and nod.

She looks back and forth between me and evan obviously confused.

"Im just gonna go join mom" she says akwardly backing up out of the door.

"Hi." He says, awkwardly.

"Hello."

We sit in an uncomfortable silence and I decide to finish packing up not being able to find the right words.

I quickly cross the room and gather my stuff ignoring Evans eyes on me.

"Done packing!" I scream to no one in particular.

Evan walks over and grabs everything and walks out, leaving me alone.

Ughh, im gonna have to fix this.

Deciding not to do it now, i check my phone, which is constantly buzzing with notifications and text messages.

I sigh, and open up the twitter application.

Wussing out at the last second; I close twitter and open up my messages, not ready for all the hate.

We all know there would be a lot.

From: Jakie

Hey Claud! How've you been? Txt me back ASAP I need to talk to ya Gurl, I need the latest deets! Love ya boo! x

I giggle at the text my gay friend Jake sent me, I reply telling him I'm OK and I'll try to fit him in on my busy schedule.

Whilw i laugh at my own text, i skim through everything else, not replying to any of it.

Sighing, I create a new message, and text Harry.

To:Harry
From:Claudia

I know I've messed up, I'm afraid OK? Please give me another chance. I promise I won't mess it up this time.

Did i even mess any5hing uo?

Were we even friends?

Is that not enough if we were friends.

Should i send it?

Sighing in defeat, i decide to send it.

There is nithing i can loose.

Sending the text; I do similar things with Louis' , Liam's, and Niall's. (ZAYN IS NOT IN 1D AT THIS TIME. SORRY FOR ANY PREVIOUS INCONVENIENCES)

To: Liam
From:Claudia

I'm so sorry, please give me another chance, I won't mess it up.

To: Louis
From: Claudia

I'm sorry, Louis. Please give me another chance.

To: Niall
From: Claudia

Sorry Ni, give me another chance and I'll buy you a lifetime supply of crisps. x

A gentle knock at the door followed by the opening of my door startles me out of my one direction drama.

"Hey, c'mon it's time to go." Mac says, and opens the door motioning me to go out.

I follow her where we're greeted with Mac's mom, Evan, Harry, Niall, Paul, Liam, and Louis.

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GUUS GUYS, GOOD NEWS! C IS BACK WOOHOO! I MISSED HER LOTS HER FINGER IS HEALING NICELY AND SHES NOT GROUNDED ANYMORE!!!! She'll be back VERY soon, next chapter maybe!

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K. bYE.

E xx

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C here!! Im so happy to be back!! Sorry i unpublished this chapter but i just wanted to check it out and it was great!! Good job Emani!!

Anyway, love you guys, biii