Just Another Fangirl

She Found Out.

Hey!! IM BACK!!!!!!!!!! ITS C!!!!!!!
Im sorry i have been gone for so long :(
Thanks so much for reading this story still and thanks so much for 9k reads!!

Love you guys :))

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Recap thing: Someone walks in on Claudia trying to die again.

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"Hey Claudia, if that is even your real name."

Wow. Verrrry original Mac.

Honestly, at this point, im not even suprised

"Yeah, it's my real name." I reply, probably a little too in her face.

She scoffs.

"You lied to me Claudia, you lied. I'm your best friend, you could've told me anything!" She started to raise her voice, hands flying in the air.

No Mac, i didnt lie. (Note the sarcasm)

"I dont think you even care why i lied. I think all you care about is that i lied to you cause no one lies to the overall loved and perfect mac." I say.

I should probably lower my sarcasm level but i mean im really not in the mood.

"Of course i care why you lied!?! I am just so mad that you lied. To me. Of all people. You lied to your best friend."

"Yes. I lied to you. What does it matter. Its not the end of the world or anything." I start to feel the tears forming in my eyes.

"It matters a lot! I trusted you and i care about you and you just lie to me about everything. Everything. I dont know anything about you."

"I was afraid of being judged okay!?! I hated myself enough and i didnt need everyone hating me ontop of it thanks very much."

"I wouldnt have judged you!! It all wouldve been the same if you told me!! Probably even eaisier for you cause you wouldnt have to pretend!!" She says anger slowly bubbiling out of control.

"No it wouldn't have! You would've been distant and before you even knew it, we wouldn't be best friends anymore!" I yell, startling her since my voice has been so frail lately.

"Well guess what?!! We aren't best frienda anymore!! I guess your prediction came true." She spat at me

I storm over to her, stopping once I'm directly in her face.

"Go ahead, end this friendship. But if you think I haven't noticed youre hiding something too, your dead wrong." I spit back.

Her eyes get wide. Guilt and anger clearly visible in them.

I watch her slowly back away and exit, closing the door behind her.

I slowly turn around looking directly at the pile of glass laying on the floor waiting right where i left it.

contemplating whether to continue with my previous ideas I sit down infront of the pile of glass.

I feel worse than before.

I feel more hated.

Everything i had imagined was coming true slowly but surley.

My whole life crumbiling right in front of me.

I pick up a piece of glass my hands shaking.

Closing my eyes i take a deep breath.

Hoping it is my last i bring the glass up to my neck.

A tear slipping from my eyes, i say a last goodbye to whoever is listening.

I feel the glass almost break the skin when something hits it out of my hand.

I look up to see Mac crying, guilt and sadness showing clearly in her glassed over eyes.

She embraces me in a hug, catching me off guard.

After a few moments, I hug back taking in this third moment where i have been caught in the act.

"I'm so so sorry," she whispers.

"I was so stressed after seeing you in the hospital for quite a long time and finding out you lied to me was all too much" She finishes.

"It's okay," I mumble.

"I'd feel the same way if you were in my position."

She pulls away and looks me dead in the eye.

"I already know you want to know my secret," she says, leading me to the bed where we both sit down.

"Well, the secret I've been keeping is-"

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Lmao, sorry had to make some type of cliffhanger!

Shitty chapter, I know.

With school just around the corner, C and & I have been busy as hell.

I'll try to update as much as possible but I don't know how much that'll be.

Thanks so much for the 9k reads! Ahh! Never thought that we would end up here. Should've known it from the start. (Guess that song lol)

This is just a fillerrrrr (duh)

I'm going to start something new with asking you guys questions to get to know you all better.

Question: What's your favorite song, ATM?

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How's life treating you?
Good, I hope.
Bye.

Emani x

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Guys!! Its c here!! Emani wrote this chapter but i added a bit to it. Im mostly back at the moment but im still not completely supposed to have my phone and today was my first day of school ://

I really hope you enjoyed this chapter and im glad to be back, kind of :))

Lots of love, C