Just Another Fangirl

Why Cant Anything Go Right?

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As i wake up for the one gajilionth time this week, i notice a new visitor

Someone i have not prepared myself to see.

There. Sitting in the chair next to my bed earbuds in, eyes closed is

Mac.

What the hell am i going to do.

Tell her that i am a fake and hate everything about everything and thats why she found me in the pool of my own blood?

I cant lie to her again.

Everything was going so well.

Couldnt it have lasted like 2 more days?

I cant get atleast another day?

Sighing, i lay down on the bed in defeat.

What a pickle i have gotten myself into.

Noticing Mac is sleeping, i start to think what to say to her.

Hey mac. Been a while since i last saw you. Sorry about that whole thing where i was bathing in my own blood.

Dudddee. Been a while. How have ya been? Before we start getting connected again let me just tell you that everything i have ever portrayed myself as was a lie. Okay so, where were we?

Hey Mac. Im really sorry about everything i have probably put you through. I never wanted you to find out this way but i am a total fake and i just wanted you to know that before we start talking again.

"Claudia?" Oh. Shit.

"Hey Mac."

Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.

Fuck my life honestly.

My life was going so well until little miss i dont know your fake and i found you dying on the floor walks in.

"How are you feeling?" She asks trying to hide the akwardness that is sitting in the air.

"Fine i guess." This is probably the most akward thing i have ever been through.

After a couple minutes of silence and us looking around the room making sure to not lock eyes, Mac speaks up.

"I cant take it anymore!! I have to ask you!! Its eating me alive!!" She half screams half says to the air.

"What?" I ask pretty terrified if i do say so myself.

"Am i the reason you were...you tried to...why i found you like that?" Her face is filled with guilt and she looks a bit pale.

The question is, was she the reason?

I mean, our fight was definetley the trigger.

I think.

Was she the one that started this whols thing again?

I believe that i put this on myself but she was the trigger.