One direction depression imagines

Self harm (niall)

*nialls pov*

"Oh no" I sighed as I heard her sobs from down stairs. I ran up stars knocking on the door.

"Come on y/n open the door"
No answer, only her loud cries coming through the door.

"Babe open the door!" I yelled... Still no answer
"N/y I will break this god damn door in if you don't unlock it!"
I took a couple steps back and charged the door, after 4 hits it came down.

I walked in stepping over the door. The only heard was the shower water and her cries.
I walked over to the shower a a ripped it open, she was standing there hunched over in the water. Her whole body was red and some parts had blisters.

I went to turn off the water but hissed as the burning water touched my skin.
"Babe turn it off"
She looked up, silent tears running down her cheeks.
"Turn it off" I said more sternly.

After standing there a couple more seconds she reached behind her and turned the nob.
The water immediately stopped spraying as she stood there, to ashamed to look up.
As I grabbed her arm to help her out she started crying again.

"It's hurts Ni" she cried as she finally stepped out of the shower.

"I know y/n" I quickly grabbed a towel and wrapped it around her.

"Ow, no" she screamed struggling to get free of my grip.

"Baby it will be over soon" I said still trying to dry her moving body.
I was carful of the many blisters she had scattering her back and arms.

"Niall stop" she cried

"I'm done babe, I'm done."
I backed away looking at her. She stood there with her arms up carefully not touching anything.
"Stay here ok?"
She nodded as I quickly ran in the bedroom grabbing cloths.

She looked up at me as I waked back in the bathroom.
I helped her put on baggy sweats and one of my t-shirts that went to her knees.

I helped her walk back into the bedroom and sit on the bed.
She winced as she touched the comforter.

"Why did you do that y/n? Why didn't you tell me, we are supposed to be a team remember?!?"

"My grandpa died today." She whispered

"I'm so sorry babe, I'm so sorry. But this... This is not the way to handle it ok?" She nodded "we will get through this together I promise. Please come to me next time. In always here for you y/n"

"I love you Niall"

"I love you too princess"

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