One direction depression imagines

You think hes going to hit you (Niall)

"Dammit Niall! Why don't you ever listen! It's our fucking anniversary for Goodness sake!"
You screamed as you watched him put on his shoes.

"Y/n I already told Harry I would go the game with him! God stop yelling at me why are so annoying!" He yelled grabbing his keys from the table.

"Excuse me for caring! Why do I even try?!"

"Stop yelling! We can celebrate it tomorrow, calm down! Maybe I'm happy to be going to the game. I don't have to be stuck in here with you!"

"Oh really! Then you go to the game, and when u get home I'll be gone! I wouldn't want to make you put up with me any longer than you have to!!"
You screamed. You watched as he turned around and looked at you, and took two long strides to reach you.

"Dammit y/n! I do everything for you," your back was against the wall as he shouted in your face. He was so close you could see every freckle and blemish. "all I wanted was one day with my friends! Your so controlling it drives me mad!" He screamed.

You've seen this before. Balled fists, so angry you can see it in his eyes. Of course not from Niall though, your ex boyfriend James.
He uses to do this, except in the end you would come out of it with a black eye or bruised jaw. You never expected Niall to be the same way.

As you stared back at his raging eyes you let out a whimper, trying to silence the memories of James ripping through your head.

"Please I'm sorry. Just please... sor-" you choked on a sob before you could get it all out. You back slid down the wall and your hand came up to cover your mouth, as Niall backed up. Instantly regretting his outburst.

"Princess you know I'm not him. I would never ever even think of doing that to you. I just got angry and I'm so sorry It won't happen again. I love you so much!"
All you could do was nod.
He walked over beside you sitting down.
He reached up to cup your face as you backed away.
"No no no no, please I'm sorry! I didn't mean to yel-... you can go-go to the game. I promise it's ok, just please don't hurt me-please I jus-"
You said In between sobs, as you pushed yourself farther away from him.

"Y/n please baby I'm not him. I won't hurt you I promise." You looked up expecting to be met with a pair of angry green eyes. But they weren't green, they were blue and you suddenly snapped out of everything.
No more memories ripped through your head, it was silent as you sat there looking at the blue eyed boy you had once been afraid of.

"Y/n" he said slowly unsure of what to do.

"I'm so sorry Niall. I love u too. Sometime I don't know I just start thinking and I see hi-"

"Don't think about him y/n I love you and will never hurt you ever. I love you too much"
You nodded as he picked you up bridal style and carried you to your shared bed room.

"I thought you were going to the game?" You said, Leaning your head against his chest as he walked.

"No baby, not on my anniversary. Your way more important than Harry. Id rather stay here with my princess."
You smiled as he laid you on the bed. He put in a random movie and laid down next you.

"I love you y/n don't ever forget that!"

"I won't Niall. I love you too"

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