One direction depression imagines

Nightmare (Liam) **graphic**

You woke up by yourself.

"The worst crying is when you're lying in bed, with your hand over your mouth so you don't make a noise.the tears are running onto your pillow and your hearts breaking and you're thinking of everything that made you cry, and your other hand is on your heart or stomach because they both hurt."

You were sobbing so loud you could barely think. You didn't know what was going on.
Everything was a blur. It's like the world was slowly spinning around you.
You couldn't tell the difference between reality and
fantasy. Everything was dark.

The nightmare you just had; it was worse than anything you could've thought off.
It was like the demons from hell were playing pictures in your mind.

*dream*

It was dark, no light in sight.
"Liam..." You whispered, scared to make a noise.
All of a sudden it felt like someone was chocking you.
You could feel the cold fingers around your neck. As you tried to break free you realized your hands were bound up by chains.

"Help, help!" you yelled horsely trying to get oxygen.
You felt the finger realize as you fell on a hard surface, tears coming down your face.

"Liam! Where are you" you sobbed. You curled into a ball scared to make anymore movement for fear of the hands coming back.

Then out of the darkness came ear piecing screams.
Human screams....your family.

You quickly covered your ears.
"Stop," you sobbed "stop."
It was silent again...

Then the man appeared. The man who had taken your family away when you young. He had killed them from drunk driving, that day forever haunts you.

He came closer, as if to test ur boundaries.
You flinched as he reached out to touch your cheek.

"They're gone forever," he smirked "they've never stopped screaming..."

*end of dream*

You were on the tile floor, blood all around you. Everything was blurry from the tears and vodka.

You were sobbing and yelling trying to forget the images that just played in your mind.
The razor was still digging in your wrist even after the floor was covered in blood.

Your thoughts were interrupted by harsh banging on the door.

"Y/n! Open the door!" The door knob wiggled vigorously.

You continued sobbing on the floor, taking another swig of vodka.
You had tried to get up once before and slipped on a streak of blood, falling down on the hard tile.

The door was suddenly opened and Liam stared down at the picture before him.

His beautiful girlfriend, loudly sobbing, laying in a puddle of her own blood on the tile floor with an empty bottle of vodka beside her.

"Baby..." he whispered as knelt down next to ur head.

"Liam!" You yelled while crying.

Then you felt them again. The hands.

You were scratching and clawing at your neck as Liam pulled your hands away.

"No! No!" You screamed "Don't let him kill me!"

He pulled you into his chest as you pushed away... Trying to escape the world you were lost in.

"Shhhh babe. Shhhhhh"
He held you tighter even when you pushed away.

He picked you up and carried you to your bedroom.

"I need the vodka it's the only way to escape!" You cried. "I need it. I need it!" You repeated defeated. Liam only held you tighter, praying that what ever was wrong would stop.

You cried until you were empty. You had nothing left...
You hiccuped, laying in his arms.

"Y/n," he whispered. "What happen baby."
You stared at the ceiling, trying to avoid that thoughts from coming back.

"I had a nightmare..." you whispered "I saw them again... Mom, dad, and even y/s/n. (Your sisters name)"

You flinched as he grazed his fingers across the raw claw marks on your neck.
"And what about this?"

"The man that killed them... He was trying to choke me. I was trying so hard to get him away and he just kept coming and I didn't know what to do and his hands would just-"

"Shhhhh y/n. Calm down, no ones going to hurt you while I'm here. Okay love? Just take deep breathes."

It was quiet. Only your harsh breathing remained.

Liam had gotten up to get bandages for your cuts, and when he returned, guilt washed over you.

He picked up your wrist wrapping cloth around them.

"I'm sorry" you whispered

"No don't." He said harshly

"No I will! I'm sorry that you have to put with this! You never signed up for this extra baggage, you deserve a normal girl... One who's not broken."

"Y/n I love you damn it! I love you so much, isn't that enough?! It dosent matter what comes with you, as long as I have you that's all that matters! I don't ever want to loose you y/n.... I need you."

He kissed the bandage after your arm was wrapped and laid next to you.

"Promise me y/n that next you want to do this," his eyes shifted down to your wrist "you'll come find me, or call me, or kick me in the balls for all I care just get my attention okay?"
You giggled and nodded snuggling closer to his chest.

You fell asleep that night, safe. No nightmares.... No screaming... Just
Safe.

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