Rebel Love Song (BVB Fanfiction)

Chapter 8

Ashley's P.O.V.

"What?" I asked.
"I don't feel comfortable doing this," she replied, pulling her tank top back on and walking towards the door.
I grabbed her skinny lower arm, earning a really dirty look.
"Why?" I asked.
"I don't know. Now please let go of my arm," Raven replied back, pulling her arm out of my grasp.
Before she could open the door, I said, "Wait. At least let me call a cab for you."
"Ok," she said quietly walking towards the chair on the opposite side of the room of the door.
"Are you mad at me?" I asked her after a few moments of silence.
"No, I'm mad at myself," she replied softly.
"Why?"
"Asking a lot of questions tonight, aren't you Purdy Boy."
"Don't call me Purdy Boy. That's a huge turn on."
"Sorry," she said quickly, looking down at her crossed arms.
"Do you think we should go downstairs and wait for the cab outside?" I proposed.
"Sure," she said, standing up and walking past me to the door.
I chuckled, pulled on my shirt, and followed her, still a little unbalanced from being drunk. I ran down the stairs, soon catching up with her at the lobby.
We walked outside and leaned against the wall.
After a few minutes, I pulled something out of my pocket, walked in front of her, and grabbed her hand.
"What are you doing?"
I lifted her hand up to my lips, kissing the top if it.
Looking up, I saw a face full of confusion.
I slid my hand out of hers, leaving $50.
Raven looked down into her small hands and looked at the money, stunned.
"I don't need this," she said, trying to give it back to me.
"My gift for the beautiful girl in front of me," I replied.
She scoffed. "Where?"
"Right here," I said, touching the tip of her nose with my index finger, earning a giggle.
I then looked down at her right arm, noticing 1 scar, a perfectly vertical line about 2 inches long. It was right above her many wristbands.
I knew exactly what it was.
Why would she do this to herself? She is beautiful and so perfect.
She must have noticed me staring because she quickly pulled her wristbands up and pulled her arm away.
"Why would you do that to yourself?"
She didn't reply.
"Please tell me. I want to understand and to help."
"Ashley, you have helped. Your band's music has saved me more than anyone else could. I haven't cut in 4 months," she replied quietly, looking me right in the eyes.
I pulled her into a long hug.
The cab then pulled up.
"I have to go. I will text you when I get home. Thanks for a wonderful night," she said, pulling out of the hug and walking towards the cab.
She got in and the cab pulled away.
"Bye," I said quietly, walking back into the hotel.
I walked up the stairs, back into my room, and lied down on my bed.
I was so confused. I had never felt so connected to anyone until I met her. I wanted her as mine.
I could go hang out with the guys. I thought to myself. It might get her off of my mind.
I walked out of the room, made sure I had the key, and went next door to Andy and Jake's room.
I knocked softly. I heard some shuffling, and the door opened.
Andy the Giant stood in front of me.
"What's up Ash?" he asked.
"Can't sleep, can I hang out with you guys?" I replied.
"Sure, come in."
I walked in and sat at the end of Andy's bed, seeing that Jake was passed out on the other one.
"So, what's on your mind, Ash?" Andy said after sitting down on the bed and pulling on a shirt.
"Well, I had this girl over..."
"So you got laid?" Andy interrupted.
"No, she said she was uncomfortable doing that. But she was gorgeous, and I felt something with her. Like, every time I touched her I felt sparks. It confuses me because I have never felt that way with anyone," I said, letting all of my feelings out.
"I don't know what to tell you. Where is she?" Andy replied.
"I called a cab for her cause she wanted to go home," I answered.
"Wanna go out and get some drinks?"
"No, I'm already drunk as it is," I replied, rubbing my forehead for the ever growing headache I was getting.
"Why don't you go to your room, take a couple Asprins and sleep," Andy said.
"Ok. Goodnight," I said, walking towards the door.
"Night."
I walked to my room, unlocked the door, plopped down on my bed, and fell asleep.

__________next morning___________

I woke up at about 10am.
I remembered what Raven had told me she was gonna do when she got home immediately.
I grabbed my phone and checked for any messages.
There weren't any.

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Dun dun duuuun.
This is a pretty long chapter. Sorry! Don't throw anything at me!
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Huge cliffy here.
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