It's Hurting Again

Chapter 30

I was the first person to wake up the next morining not surprised cause I'm always the first person to wake up. I swear these boys could sleep for weeks at a time if you let them. I walked into the bathroom and jumped into the shower, taking a little longer than usual cause I had to look extra good today. I got out of the shower and realized that I left my clothes out in the room so I wraped a towel around my body and walked into the room, deciding to wake T6lor and Nate up.

I walked back intoo the bathroom and got dressed. Blow drying my hair before curling it into perfect beach curls. I did my makeup a little over the top with, foundation, concealer, powder, eyeshadow, mascara, and eyeliner. Once my face looked perfectly smooth I did a black smokey eye with perfect eyeliner. Once I was happy with the way I looked I walked back into the room to show the boys.

"Perfect." Nate laughed giving me a thumbs up.

"He'll never see it coming." Taylor chuckled.

"That's good but we should probably go." I laughed looping my arms through theirs.

We walked down to the limo where all the guys were waiting for us. We jumped in and I sat between Taylor and Sam. The whole way to the event we sang and danced along to the songs on the radio.

As soon as we pulled up to the huge place we all jumped out and ran inside considering it was raining.

"Ok guys the meet and greet is first today then the preformance." Bart informed us before they let all the screaming girls in. The meet and greet lasted about two hours and it was now time to go on stage.

Jack and Jack preformed their new songs Shallow Love and wrong one, which we planned, then they sang Distance, which we also planned. Then Shawn sang Bring it Back and The Weight. Next Daniel sang A Drop in the Ocean. Nate and Sammy didn't sing anything today so now it was my turn.

"Ok guys so today we have a surprise for you," Taylor started.

"Can we get Sammy out here?" Shawn asked.

"Sit right here buddy." Hayes said pulling out a chair for him to sit in. Sam gave them all a weird look but sat down anyways. "Ok Maci...you ready?" Hayes asked me smirking at Sammy.

I walked over to them, grabbed a mic and started singing.

(All rights for this song go to Kelly Clarkson)

'I will not make the same mistakes that you did.'

'I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery.'

'I will not break the way you did you fell so hard.'

'I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far.'

'Because of you I never stray to far from the sidewalk.'

'Because of you I like to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt.'

'Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me.'

'Because of you I am afriad.'

'I lose my way and it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry because I know that's weakness in your eyes.'

'I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh everyday of my life.'

'My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with.'

'Because of you I never stray to far from the sidewalk.'

'Because of you I like to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt.'

'Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me.'

'Because of you I am afraid.'

'I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep.'

'I was so young you should have known better than to lean on me.'

'You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain.'

'And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing.'

'Because of you I never stray to far from the sidewalk.'

'Because of you I like to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt.'

'Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything.'

'Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in.'

'Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty.'

'Because of you I am afraid.'

'Because of you-oh-oh'

'Because of you.'

I finished singing with tears rolling down my cheeks and looked right at Sammy. Realization slowly creeping onto his face.

"I thought we were ok?" He asks totally forgetting about all the fans watching us.

"It was all an act. You really think I'd just forgive you that fast after you cheated on me? I'm not dumb. You know the saying...once a cheater, always a cheater." I told him, after finally composing myself.

"It was a mistake. It meant nothing. I love you and only you. Please Maci." He begged.

"I'm sorry Sammy but no. I've been hurt too many times to risk it. You did it once, how can I know you won't do it again?" I asked him, fresh tears coming to my eyes.

"Maci please don't do this." He cried.

"I'm sorry Sammy but we're done." I said while walking away. The fans just standing in the croud completely shocked. I think this is as quiet as they've ever been. I couldn't stop the tears that started running down my face. I turned around to run away but felt strong arms wrap around me, I immediatedly knew it was Taylor. I just stayed wrapped in his arms and cried.

I can't believe I just broke up with the love of my life.

(Sorry for such a short chapter but I really wanted to end it with them breaking up)