It's Hurting Again

chapter 35

*two years later*

I climbed out of my car and into the warm Cali sun, and walked inside my house. "Brady I'm home!" I yelled. As soon as I closed the door Diesel, my little husky puppy came running up to me and jumping on my legs. "Hey D!" I smiled picking him up off the ground.

"Mace is that you?" Brady yelled from his room.

"Yea. What are we doing for dinner?" I asked him as he walked down the stairs with our other puppy Max (Max is a black, white, and gray great dane)

"Ok...so...please promise me you won't get mad."

"What is it Brady?" I asked nervously.

"Ok so all the boys are coming over for dinner." He nervously chuckled scraching the back of his neck.

"And why would I be mad? They're always over here?" I asked him starting to get confused.

"yea...not those boys...the other ones...as in the Magcon boys." He replied looking down.

"No Brady they can't! I haven't seen any of them since that party. How am I supposed to face them? How am I supposed to face Taylor? I cheated on him that night Brady! We were all supposed to move to Malibu together but that didn't happen because of me! I can't see them again Brady, it's all my fault! I ruined all their lives! It's all because of me!" I screamed crumbling to the ground and breaking down.

"Mace that's not it at all. We all did move to Malibu, we just didn't move into that big house together. And all the boys are stocked to see you, even Taylor. He forgave you a long time ago but you would never pick up the phone to talk to any of them. You didn't ruin their lives. If anything you changed their lives for the better. They all still love you Mace and they wanna see you again. So you need to go get cleaned up because they'll be here in a few hours." He reassured me while rocking us back and forth with me in his arms.

I looked up at him and smiled before wiping my eyes and slowly getting up. "Thanks Brady." I smiled as I stood up and my hands out to help him up.

I quickly jogged up the stairs with Diesel and Max galloping up the stairs behind me. I ran into my bathroom and took a quick shower before getting out and wrapping a towel around myself before I walked back into my room and put on some under garments and a pair of spandex with a bandue before walking back into my bathroom to curl my hair and do my makeup. After i did my hair in perfect curls and simple makeup, just mascar and eyeliner, I skipped over to my closet and grabbed a black skater skirt and a white long sleeved crop top. I turned around to get dressed and saw Max and Diesel curled up on my bed together sleeping. I quickly took a picture of them and posted it on instagram and twitter because how could I not? As i finished getting dressed I heard a bunch of yelling coming from downstairs and immetedly knew that the boys were here. Max and Diesel perked their heads up and jumped off my bed and trotted toward my door and looked back at me.

I skipped down the stairs with my babies stumbling behind me and stopped dead in my tracks as I saw all of them standing there. In my living room I saw Gilinsky, Johnson, Nash, Hayes, Cam, Shawn, Carter, Matt, Nate, Sam, and Taylor. As soon as they saw me they all became really quiet and just stood there staring at me.

"Maciii!!!!!" Hayes yelled running up to me and spinning me around in his arms.

"Hayes!!" I mimicked him as he sat me down. "Oh my god when did you get so frickin tall? Dude you're like 10 feet tall and like 12." I laughed

"Actually I'm only like 6'3 and I'm like 17 now." He chuckled dolwn at me.

I said hi to the rest of the guys and then we all got into the cars and drove to Texas Road Houes cause I mean who doesn't love steak? Oh wait I know...crazy people.
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We all walked back inside and I ran up the stairs into my room to change and let the puppies out of their kennels. I quckly changed into loose fitted sweatpants and a black tank top then let Max and Diesel out. I bent down to pick Diesel up since Max was already way to big to carry and he's younger then Diesel but then again he is a great dane so I guess that's normal.

As soon as I got downstairs I put Diesel on the ground and walked into the kitchen to grab food with the puppies right behind me, i swear they follow me everywhere i mean yea it's kinda cute but it's also kinda annoying when you gotta be carefull not to step on their feet everywhere you go. I grabbed a bunch of popcorn, chips, donuts, candy, and pop and walked into the living room where all the guys were already laying down. "What movie are we gonna watch?" I asked as I sat down on the couch inbetween Sammy and Johnson. Diesle jumped up on my lap and Max sat down on the floor looking up at me.

"Omfg they're so fricking adorable!" Matt screached like a little girl as soon as he saw the puppies.

"I know that's why I bought them." I smirked as Max finally decided to jump up on the already over crowded couch. "Oh can we watch a scary movie? Wait no I wanna watch The Visit! Please." I asked Carter who had the remote.

"Sure if you give me a puppy to cuddle with." He bargined.

"Ha yea right those things are like attached to her hip dude they're not going anywhere." Brady laughed. I just nodded my head in agrement and layed down with my head in Sam's lap and my feet on Johnson with Diesel on my chest and Max under my arm laying against the back of the couch. Carter rolled his eyes and put the movie on. It wasn't really that scary but there were some parts that were pretty frickin creepy.

"Ok I'm picking the next movie!" Matt yelled from the floor as soon as the movie ended. We all agreed and he put on The Fault in out Start. I'd already seen this movie so manyh times that i just flipped over on my side causing Diesel to fall on top on Max but Max being Max just lifted his head up to see what it was then just layed back down....lazy ass. I sat up a little and put my head on Sammy's chest and he just looked down at me and smiled.

"You tired?" He asked.

"Yea."

He just nodded his head and put up the recliner part of the couch and layed down a little bit so I could lay my head on his shoulder. As soon as I layed my head down he wrapped his arms around my waist and rested his head on top of mine. I could hear his heartbeat and feel his chest rise and fall everytime he breathed in or out and I slowly fell alseep.