Imagine that with Demi Lovato (Lesbian Stories)

'What if' Is Our Only Mystery

You lay in silence, staring up at the twinkling lights that filled the night sky. A hand you know all too well softly plays with your hair as a gentle breeze blows. It was pure bliss but you still had doubts. Doubts that invade your brain like a parasite, leaving you constantly thinking. Are you everything she deserves? Or does she deserve so much more...

"Hey Demi." You call out, ruining the peace and already regretting it.

"Yeah?"

"Do you ever wonder what it would be like if we had never met?" She shifts beneath your resting head, sitting up meaning you had to too.

"Huh?" she asks cautiously, frowning.

"I mean, what if you'd never spoken to me that first time?" Demi stares back but her expression is odd. It looks sad but also worried.

"Y/N do you ever think about that?". You simply shrug.

"Oh baby, please don't think like that." Her arms suddenly wrap around you pulling you into a hug. She kisses your forehead but you feel no more reassured. It's hard to believe her when you're so convinced she could do better. I mean just look at her, she was beautiful and not just on the outside. Her personality was amazing, her smile could light up a room in seconds. Whenever you're together it feels too good to be true and that usually meant it was too good to be true.

"We would have met eventually, it was basically fate." she giggles.

"You don't know that." You shake your head as she releases you from her grip.

"What if you met someone better first? What if they were better looking than me? Or what if they made you happier? What if they loved you more than I ever could?" You took a deep breath trying to calm your nerves. "What if...I'm not good enough for you?"

You finish, your gaze falling to the floor. She places her hand under your chin and raises your head to face her. Slowly she leans in and kisses your lips. It's soft and perfect and you can feel a tear descending down your cheek. You were trying so hard not to ruin the night but now it was out of your control. She pulled away and placed her forehead against yours

"Y/N..." She paused as if savouring this simply moment of contact. "Those are all really big what ifs that you know I can't answer, but-."

"Demi no..." You move away, looking into her shining brown eyes "I'm not forgetting anything, I think you got the point. What if? There are so many questions going around my head. It's a constant debate, will I ever be worthy of someone as amazing as you. I only want the best for you and sometimes I just, I-I wonder if you deserve more than what you got stuck with." You watch her through your tear stricken eyes, she gently wipes a stray tear from your cheek seemingly unfazed by your words.

"I'm not stuck with you. Not at all, I'm choosing to be with you. There are so many people in the world and I guess we'll never know where we'd be if we had never met but we did.  And right now, there is no-one else I'd rather spend my time with than you because i love you Y/N. I don't want you to ever doubt that. Though you're actually forgetting one really big what if." You frown and you see a smile spread across her lips.

"What if all I ever wanted Y/N...was you?"