Twins In The M/M (Christopher left, Christian right)
Lyric POVI can't believe this! Why is he here is my question. I snatched myself out of his arms.
"Don't ever touch me with yo wack ass!" I stomped out the kitchen. Out of all places to be tho.
'What in the absolute fuck is he -" I point to Rell "doing here!" I screamed while my left eye started twitching from anger. And yea you heard it right i said RELL.
"He came to chill. TF you screaming for? " Jr said coming out the bathroom. I don't know how long they asses been here.
"I'm screaming because you know he's my ex and let's not forget to mention WE NOT COOL" I straight faced him.
"Just cause y'all not cool don't mean we can't chill together. You act like he my best friend"
"That's not the point. Y'all MY brothers and I don't APPRECIATE y'all hanging with him at ALL"
"Man bye" He just waved me off going into the kitchen. Eveybody just sat
there looking at us like they was receiving some type of tea. It was Christian, Christopher, Don'Wan, Leon, Brandon and now Jr friends Dontae, Scoop, and Dominick."That's crazy. You not acting like no brother of mines." I went and got my stuff ."Fix y'all own shit! I lost my appetite."
"Nah where you going ?" Throne asked
"I'm out. I can't be around fuck boys."
"You still mad I see. It's been almost a year." Rell said smirking .
I could feel my face heating up from how mad I was. Did he seriously just smirk at me like he dont know nothing. I ran up on that man and smacked his ass so hard his future kids felt that shit.
"Don't try me bitch!" I snapped.
All you heard was "oh shit" and" damnnnn" .Biggs picked me up and moved my big ass to the other side of the room so fast.
"What you hit that man for Lili? "
"Fuck him!" I looked at Jr "And fuck you, I'm out" before any of them could protest I was in my car pulling off.
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" I know they don't know what happened but that's not the point Lay"
I was now laying in my bed on the phone with Alayah crying my eyes out about of the incident that just took place a hour ago.
"Then what is the point Lili?"
"The point is weather they know or not he still should've took my side. "
" You don't have a side if he don't know the story. You need to tell them if you don't want him around."
"Even still how would if feel if I started hanging around his petty baby mama? "
"You know the story behind that situation so of course he would be upset but you left them in the blind with what took place between you and Rell."
"I know it's just....I wanna leave my pain in the past and once I tell them I'll have to relive it." I sniffed
"And I understand but I think it's time for you to tell them so you can get it over with and move on for good with your life instead of acting like it never happened. "
I can't be mad at Jr but at the same time if he thinks I'm going to forgive him for how he carried me earlier he's sadly mistaken. Usually he has my back no questions asked. Smh!
" I hear you. Imma just get some rest. I'll hit you tomorrow"
"K , love you pooh"
"Love you more" once I hung up the phone I cried even harder. I just have to own up to my mistakes and come to grip with reality. I was a fool for staying with Rell so long even after the second fight.
*Flashback*
It had been two weeks since I took Rell back after our first fight. He called me with all the "i'm sorry's" and blah blah blah. Now look where I'm at fight with his ass again.
"He's just a friend Rell. You not my daddy. I can have friends." This boy is crazy. He sitting up here acting a plum fool because my friend from work texted me, he's GAY might I add. So you know he ain't checking for me.
"You don't need friends, you got me. Ever since you started this new job you been thinking you cute and that mess got to go. "
" For one I am cute, thank you!" I flipped my hair. " For two he GAY. So do like them instagram post and keep calm."
I was walking into the bathroom he has in his room. He lives with his mother and little sister. His mother never here and his sister stay in her room most of the time. I'm always over his house. Don't ask me why.
"No male friends mean no MALE friends gay or not." he said walking up on me while I was sitting on the toilet.
"Is it that serious that I can't pee in peace? " I rolled my eyes because I was getting irritated.
He walked out the bathroom slamming the door. I finished my business and washed my hands.
As soon as I stepped out the doorway he jacked me up and bit my face like he was trying to taste blood. I screamed from the pain. I turned my body to face him and started pulling his hair with one hand and dug at his eye with the other.
He eventually let loose of my face with his teeth and punched me in my face. I instantly let go of him and covered my face expecting another hit.
He pulled me down by my hair instead. It felt like the Hulk had a hold of me. Mind you I was rocking my natural. I could've died right then and there!
So knowing me I get to swinging and kicking like a mad man. He jumped on top of me and held me down. I screamed and cried and screamed and cried. He just looked down at me with an emotionless face.
"I'm sorry yung, but you gotta start acting like you know" He kissed my lips and got up off me "Now get your shit and go home."
" That's fine with me." I got up extra fast, got my stuff together and headed towards my car slamming his house door.
Why do I even try!
*Flashbacks Over*
It's all my fault for putting My Love In The Wrong Hands , but never again will I make that mistake. Fuck love !
I shook the memory from my head and decied to text my mother because I needed some comfort.
Me: Can you come here
Mommie: You lazy we in the same house. Why are you texting me
Me: Please just come here
Five mins. later she came walking in my room. She walked over to me and wiped my falling tears.
"What's wrong Lovely?" She's been calling me that since I was little but now just when I'm sad.
"I love you ma"
"I love you too baby but what's wrong?"
"Nothing, can you just lay with me until I fall asleep mommy?" Yessss I'm being a big baby.
"Sure baby" I moved over towards the wall and she got in with me. I snuggled up to her and softly cried myself to sleep in her arms like how I did when I was little.
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P.S Just in case you forgot Christian is Throne and Christopher is Biggs.
Ohh And Dion is Jr.
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My Love In The Wrong Hands
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