Mes Poemes

No End

I lay alone on my bed

Wishing for something more

Painful thoughts dance in my head

As I'm falling to the floor

I cry and pray for this pain to end

But here I am falling once again

The scars on my wrists

Remind me of the past

Of happiness that came and went,

Joy that didn't last.

No relief from these unrelenting monsters

That scream inside my mind,

Telling me that I'll never find

Freedom, Love, hope or redemption;

I'm lost.

Reality is simply a figment of my imagination

While the things in my mind escape their cage

And take over my world

The distortion of my nightmares

Becomes reality and I'm so scared,

So scared of me, Is anybody there..

Am I all alone longing for home

I open my eyes yet I remain cold and blind

So this is my goodbye, don't you cry for me

I'm escaping your reality, for I am not real you see

Just a figment of who I used to be

Lost inside this endless dream.

It's time for me to wake up and see

There is no end.

Goodbye.