Heart To Heart // Baekhyun

Trouble

Suho gave me a hard stare as stayed in front of Yun. He couldn't take her away from me. "You're acting different, Baekhyun," he said. He looked at Yun, "It's your choice." I looked at her and she gave a nervous expression. We locked our eyes on each other. She gave me a sorry look and walked to Suho, "I don't love you and my heart belongs to Suho." The words stabbed my heart. I gave her a shocked look and she looked away. I stood in the bookstore as they left. Suho turned to me and smirked. I gripped the book in my hand. I looked at them walking away. I just stared at them. Suho then turned back and smirked. Once they left, I set the book somewhere and left the place. 

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"What have you done?!" my manager said slamming down the newspaper, "you made yourself a person in an affair!" I looked to the ground. I didn't feel bad or embarrassed. I just looked at the ground to act like it. "You're an idol, Baekhyun, you can't do that." 

"I can just tell them that I was with my friend," I said. 

"Do you think people will believe in you when Suho walked in on the scene? You have a girlfriend, stick to her." I just looked at him as he turned away and sighed. I thought about Eun Yeun for a moment. What if this was just the beginning of their relationship? What if Suho gets her in an accident soon? "Baekhyun, you can leave. Just don't cause trouble." I nodded and walked out of the room. Suho stood outside the door and turned to me. He threw me a punch to the face. I turned to him. 

"I told you not to touch her," he said. "Stop talking to her. She doesn't need you. You're right where you need to be, on the ground." He walked off to the practice room as I stood up. I wasn't going to practice. I didn't want to. The rest of the members will probably blame me for liking a girl who didn't say anything about her having a boyfriend. They don't know the whole story and they trust Suho, so why bother. I headed out of the SM building. I needed a break and since they won't let me, I'm me, so I'm taking a break myself. I checked my phone and Chanyeol was calling me. I ignored it and turned off my phone. I didn't need Chanyeol's lectures and everyone else's. They'll say I need help.  I needed a drink. I walked to the bar nearby. 

The smell was sharp and strong, but to me, the smell made me calm. I walked to a seat and sat down. "One strong drink," I ordered. The bartender nodded and started on my drink. I sighed as I checked the place to see if anyone was coming in. The man then gave me my drink and I nodded as a thank you. I drank the liquor and it burned my throat, but it felt amazing. I felt refreshed as the drink ran though my system. I was feeling good now. Before I knew it, I was drunk. I just kept drinking, until someone stopped me from drinking. 

"Don't drink to much. It's bad for you." It was a female's voice. My eyesight was blurry and I couldn't see who it was. She pulled the drink away from me. I tried to reach for it, but she drank it. My eyebrows furrowed. Who was this girl? I gave her a nod. 

"Fine, take it! Take everything away. I don't like my life. I got ditched by a girl twice and still want her. I'm crazy aren't I?" 

"No, it's what people do when they're in love..." she replied to me. I looked up at her and laughed. 

"What's love? It's a useless, dumb trick life puts us in." She didn't reply. I laughed again. "Are you in love with someone? Why aren't you answering?" 

"Never mind, let's go." 

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The next morning, a bad hangover stuck with me. I touched my head to stop the throbbing, but it didn't work. I sighed.  I didn't remember anything from last night. Why was I in a hotel room? I got out of the bed and headed to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror and sighed. I looked like a mess. I washed my face and headed out of the bedroom. I paused in my steps as I saw Taeyeon  sleeping on the couch. What happened? She then started moving. I walked to her and she opened her eyes. "Good morning," I said. She smiled and sat up.