I know it's hard, but who are you to fall apart on me? (Sequel to IDWLMBF) HOLD

Great nights and bad mornings

Vic pov.

“Congrats hermano, I'm so happy you went through with this”

“Thanks man. It was honestly the scariest thing Ive ever done” Mike looked so much better then he had a day ago, the stress was gone and a smile was  plastered on his face.  

“I remember when I proposed to my wife” Matty walked up and handed us a couple of beers. We  cheered before taking a sip. 

"I felt as if i was going to have a heart attack" He continued while  Mike nodded his head in agreement  knowing the exact feeling.  I slowly  drifter off and zoned out of the conversation that guys were having. 

The party had been split,  the guys  all talked on one side  while the girls oooed and awed over the ring and all that wedding stuff. 

Every know and then my eyes would linger over to Tam. She was so cute when she laughed. I watched her as she laughed  and nodded along to the conversation that was going on. She would noticed every now and then that I was watching, shooting me a  wink.

I absolutely loved her. She was  my  best friend and I couldn't't  wait until we  could go home and hold her in my arms. All this talk of marriage was  making me  all romantic like.  But something was telling me there was something going on that she wasn’t telling me. She was a bit on edge this morning and  it wasn’t just because I was refusing to tell her about the surprise. Shaking my head I couldn’t think of this now. Tonight was about my brother and his fiance.

“So vic, whens your wedding?”  turning back to the guys who were all looking at me. Austin had asked.

“Well…uh. We don’t even live together”  I stuttered. I  didn’t even think of marriage, the thought always scared me.  As much as I wanted to spend the rest  of my life with her, the thought of being legally together scared me to bits.   But then again I think most guys have that fear.

“Excuses, excuses. You  two grew up together, I think living together would be no difference”  Austin  continued.

“Guys, lets focus on the  bachelor party!”  Jaime came in , easing the topic off of me. I smiled to him and he nodded slightly knowing I was getting uncomfortable with the topic. 

“So im thinking strippers, beer, whiskey and a lot of tequila. But strippers  for sure” Alan suggested  receiving a  bunch of blank stares from the guys.

“What?!  Okay so just because you guys all have girlfriends or married doesn’t mean you have to be party poopers. This is  your last chance to go to a strip club and  it be okay. Don’t you think the girls aren't  going to have half  naked fire fighters all upon them?”

“Okay he does have a  point” Kellin said  as the  rest  of us nodded and  mumbled an agreement.

“Great!!  So when should we  plan this?”

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The rest  of the night was a  blur,  it wasn’t until I woke up the next morning did I realize I was in my own bed with a massive headache.

I slowly pushed myself up trying to avoid the stabbing pain in my head.

“Babe  stop moving the bed, my head is killing”  Tammy  groaned as she brought the blankets up over her  head.

“Sorry” I whispered as I slipped out of bed  and headed towards the bathroom to grab some Advil for the both of us.

“Here babe take some of these” I said to tam as  I walked over to her side of the bed and pulled down the blanket, she  looked up at me with her beautiful hazel eyes and took the pills that laid on my open palm.

“Thank babe”  I nodded and slipped back into bed  pulling her closer to me. She turned around and rest her head on my chest and began to cry.

"Baby whats wrong?"  I was in sudden panic.  why was she  crying?

"Vic..I.. Im going away"  she  began to cry harder.