Forbidden Love (CAMREN)

twenty-five

CAMILAS POV

Two days passed since I seen Lauren in the coffee shop... I still cant get over the fact I almost said her name instead of Taylor's.

We had a moment, when we were laughing, we suddenly stopped and just watched each other I could feel the burning feeling in my chest, it was the feeling she used to give me when she stared at me.

All these feelings raised in me after such a long time, I knew now that I wasn't in love with Taylor. After weeks and months of persuading myself that I love her, I knew finally I don't.

Taylor is probably the nicest person i've ever met, she is beautiful and so is her mind, but she doesn't erupt feelings in me the way Lauren does.

The moment I saw her in that coffee shop everything came rushing to the surface.

I fell in love with her again despite the fact that every part of me told me not to and I couldn't control it.

I knew being with Taylor is wrong if I actually don't feel anything for her, I need to let her go... I can't give her what she wants and i'm being selfish.

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"Walz get you're ass over here" Dinah motioned for me to come sit next to her

"Sorry China, I was in my own world again" I told her and she rolled her eyes

"Thinking about Taylor again" she smirked

"Lauren... Actually" I corrected her but then regretted it immediately and her eyes widened at my announcement

"Mila... Why are you thinking about Lauren?" She asked pulling me to face her. "The other day, I seen her and Normani and Ally in the coffee shop" I told her

"What happened?" She asked

"Not much... I just sat with them for a while and we all caught up and we had a moment..." I whispered the end part

"A moment... Who is we?!" She almost shouted

"Me and Lauren" I told her honestly and covered my face

"Walz... What happened?" She pulled me over to sit next to her on her sofa

"We were telling jokes and we just looked at each other for a few seconds and all the feelings i've been trying to get over came rushing back to surface" I told her and a tear fell for my eye, not realising.

Dinah cupped my face and wiped the tear away "Walz, what does this mean?" She asked and I shook my head

"It means..." I paused and sighed

"I still love Lauren" I admitted and the tears just kept falling

"Is that such a bad thing?" Dinah asked and I nodded furiously

"Of course it is Dinah... We're practically Step Sister... We could never be together" i almost shouted

"Mila... You've both done it before, you can do it again... Just don't tell you parents" she exoplanets

"Its not so simple China. I wish it was" I told her and wiped the tears that fell from my face

"If you love her... fight for her" she almost whispered

I do love her, i've never stopped.

I want her, I want to be her girlfriend not Taylor's.

Dinah pulled me into a tight hug and whispered in my ear

"I was always team Camren anyways"

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I spent the rest of the night thinking about how i'm meant to explain all this to Taylor...