Forbidden Love (CAMREN)

thirty-three

LAURENS POV

Only 3 days until the wedding

I'm marrying the woman of my dreams and I feel completely content.

She is my everything.

She always has been.

It's so weird how one person can make you feel so much. With one word they could make you fall in love. With one touch they could take your breath away. With one kiss they could leave you wanting more. With one look they could make your stomach twist. One person can make you completely, foolishly, and crazy in love. 

Camila and I, we've been through so much. More than any couple would have been through. But overall we survived it all. We got through everything and its made us much stronger.

Marrying her would and is going to be the best thing that's ever happened to me.

Her voice sounds like freedom. You know, when she talks, it's liberating. Like I'm finally out of here and I'm surrounded by mountains and flowers and glaciers. I feel ecstatically alive. I feel bare and transparent and not solid. 

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"Camz what are you doing?" I ask the girl that is in the wardrobe banging around

"I'm looking for something warm to wear" she replied and carried on looking

"What for?" I ask out of curiosity

"Just... I want to go for a walk" she shouted from the wardrobe

"A walk? Where?" I asked again

"Anywhere, and your coming so get some warm clothes on" She shouted to me and I raised my eyebrows

"Um.. i'm not going anywhere" I told her half laughing

"Lauren! please" she begged from the wardrobe

"Ugh, fine. But i'm not staying out for to long" I told her and went to put my sweats on and a warm coat.

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"So why did you want to walk?" I asked her grabbing her hands that were like ice

"I just wanted to think.. you know" she told me

"Wait are you having second thoughts about..." I was cut off

"NO.. no i'm not, I just wanted to.." she suddenly stopped and I stared at her in confusion

"Camz whats the-" I got cut off again

"Shhhhh" she whispered and nodded her head for me to look

I did and what I saw startled me

There was a gang of 6 people, boys and girls.

I could tell Camila was scared and to be honest so was I.

We turned around before they saw us and we walked away without saying a word.

"Hey look" I heard a female voice come from behind us but we carried on walking

"Yo" we heard a male voice shout but we continued to talk

"Don't ignore us faggots" I heard another male voice shout and that made me stop and turn around

"Are you talking to us?" I asked and they all came closer and laughed

"Yeah, we are why?" he spat and I could Camila tug on my hand

"Us being gay.. do you have a problem with that?" I raised my voice and they all laughed again

"Yes it does, its disgusting" One of the girls growled