Forbidden Love (CAMREN)

thirty-seven

Trigger warning ---- MORE TISSUES/SUICIDE

SINU POV

1 week since...

I miss her... nothing is the same, or will ever be the same.

I'm reduced to nothing. I am nothing without her.

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KYLE POV

2 weeks...

Do you ever feel like there's no point even getting out of bed in the mornings, because nothing will be fun and nothing will be interesting and you just know already that it's going to be a terribleday.

I feel that every day since she left.

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DINAH'S POV

3 weeks...

Sleep is something i've learned to let go off.

I stay up every night since...

sometimes I talk to her

I ring her phone until I hear her voicemail..

Her goofy laugh, I miss it.

Losing her was like hearing every single goodbye said to me all at once.

My Worst days with you are still better than any I'd spend without you, which I now have to live for the rest of my life.

I'm losing myself Walz

I'm forgetting how to live without you here to live with me...

Every day that passes is another day that hurts

I miss you Walz

Do you miss me?

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LAUREN POV

1 Month...

I haven't been myself lately after you left. I've been more lost now, more lonely. It feels as if you took the only parts of me that kept me going, and I need them back...

I brought another journal...

But writing down about how much I miss you isn't going to bring you back.

I can't sleep anymore. I can't even eat. Nothing feels right without you

I'm still waiting for that call from the hospital saying you're alive...

I have fought the feelings, and emotions inside that fills and empties me, like afast rolling tide...

I terribly long For that one last kiss...

She wasn't my first kiss but she's the kiss that mattered, the kiss that made me realize I didn't want to kiss anyone else. So now my lips belong to her. Just look at them... Her name's written all over them.

But the greatest pain of all that hurts me so deep, is after giving you my love I can't have yours to keep...

And rest assured I WILL see you again for it's not a question of if but a question of when...

And when that time comes I'll be in total bliss for no longer will I wait for that one last kiss...

But for now... here on earth... I'm suffering and I don't want to suffer no more Camz...

I want to see you... I promised you i'd be with you forever and I can't do that from down here...

I promised you a life time of love...

I promise i'll be there soon

More than soon actually...

Hold on Camz, I will be in your arms again

But for now, I'm so done...

I'm done and..

I'm gone.

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"Hi Camila"

"Hi Lauren"

37

Oh. My. God....

I literally sobbed writing this

I'm sorry for you're hearts

But yes this was the very last chapter...

Please don't hate me, I loved this idea of the ending...

If you don't get it basically...

Lauren killed herself to be with Camila again, and them saying Hi to each other is when they meet again in heaven...

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-Steph:)