Forbidden Love (CAMREN)

twenty-six

LAUREN POV

So Me and Camila are together. Its been almost a week since she made that big gesture proving to me how much she cares and loves me.

I had no idea how this was going to work, but we would find away.

We agreed to see each other every weekend and some weekdays, just so it wasn't obvious to anyone we were dating again.

If my dad and Sinu ever found out again i'd think it would break them. They have built up a such good relationship and I don't want it ruined again because of me and Camz.

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"Hey baby" I heard a low voice moan

"Hey, why are you awake?" i asked and I heard her stretch

"Why are you awake... Its 7am" She explained

"True, I woke up and got caught up in looking at you..." i told her and she blushed

"Thats kind of creepy Lo" she told me giggling

"So what, I just want to memorise every detail on you're face" I told her and she blushed more

"Stop being cute, i'm tired" she pulled the covers over her head

"Go back asleep. I will too" I told her laying back down and wrapping my arm around her

"That sounds perfect" she said in a sleepy voice

I tightened my grip around her and she pushed her backside into me a little more. I loved being this close with her, it gave me little butterflies inside my stomach and My hands get really sweaty because of how nervous I get.

"I love you" I told her but by the time I told her she was already fast asleep

I just smiled and nudged my head into her neck and fell asleep

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I spent the next few days with her to catch up on lost time and everything was perfect.

We stayed at her cousins house as they were away all week.

"This has been amazing" she looked up at me and smiled

"It has" I kissed her head

She sighed and I knew she was thinking about something

"What are you thinking about?" I asked snapping her out of her thoughts

"You know, I've never met someone who makes me feel both safe and terrified at the same time. When I'm with you and you talk about a future together, I can't help but believe you. And when you hold me close at night, I feel completely content. But there's always an underlying fear that you're my whole book and I'm just your next chapter" She told me

"Camz don't think like that, you're not my next chapter. You're my whole book... And the book after that and the one after that" I told her and she giggled

"This is why I love you, you're so silly sometimes" she admitted

"And I love you" I told her

"I hate when black clothes are a slightly different black and don't match" she said

"Camz... What are you on about?" i asked her and she laughed

"Never mind, can we go for a drive?" She asked

"Of course, its getting dark do you want to go see the sunset?" i asked and she nodded

"Lauren..." She said and her arms opened wide, she wanted me to carry her

"You've got legs, walk" I told her and she made the saddest face she could and I gave in instantly

"You do some crazy shit to me Camila" I told her and wrapped my arms under her legs and she wrapped her arms around my neck and I carried her to the car.

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"It's beautiful isn't it" I told her and she agreed

"Its so beautiful" she repeated

"I've seen better though" I told her and turned towards her to face her

She was looking at the sunset as if it was the most beautiful thing she'd ever seen, while I was looking at her thinking the exact same thing.

She was beautiful, undeniably beautiful inside and out.

"Lauren?" I heard the smaller girl cal my name

"Yeah Camz?" I answer

"You have to fight through some bad days to earn the best days of your life" she told me and I waited for her to carry on

"I'd fight though a million bad days for you. Every second I am with you, is the best day of my life" she looked at me and cupped my face and I smiled into her touch

"Can I kiss you?" She almost whispered and I nodded

She gently captured my lips in hers and I felt like she was kissing away all the bad days, the pain i've ever felt, and replacing it with passion, good days and love.

She slowly pulled away and locked our eyes

"Did I ever tell you, your eyes are my favourite thing to look at?" She told me and I shook my head

"Well they are" she said brushing a strand of hair our my face

"You have an amazing mind Camz, and amazing way with words" I told her and she smirked

"Words are powerful things. They can break hearts and make panties wet." She said and I almost choked on air I can't believe she just said that

"Camila Cabello!" i shouted and slapped her arm

"Sorry it just came out" she giggled and I pulled her into a hug

"You're a freak" I laughed tightening the hug

"I'm your freak" she said back

"I have an Idea" I told her and she pulled away from the hug

"Tell meeee" she squealed

"let's go on a date..." I was about to finish but she cut me off

"Oh my god yes!" She shouted

"And by date I mean lay in bed and make out for 3 hours..." I said after she said yes

"Oh... Thats even better than any date I was thinking of" she smiled and kissed my cheek

"Lets go home then" i told her picking her up and carrying her to the car

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"Lauren you're going 50mph on a 30mph road" she moaned

"Camz, the roads are empty, were fine chill" I reassured her

She looked a little scared so I placed my hand on hers and sent her a warm smile and I felt her relax in her seat

A few minutes of silence past, she was thinking again

"Camz? What you thinking about?" i asked her and she just smiled

"You know when I first saw you, I liked you straight away and You will never know how much I wanted you to be the one for me" she giggled

"I never knew you felt that way" I told her honestly

"Me either until I faced up to the feelings I kept so hidden deep inside me" She told me

"Well them feelings dont have to be hidden anymore" I told her

"Your right, I love you Lauren"

"I love you Camila"

Chapter 26 done! Sorry its short. Im really tired and i've had a busy weekend. Sorry if it seems rushed.

I promise you I will update twice tomorrow and they wont be short.

Love you guys!

-Steph :) x