Forbidden Love (CAMREN)

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LAUREN POV

Its been almost two weeks since I woke up and my whole world came crashing down

There was no sign if Camila waking up anytime soon, the doctors tried everything, our parents tried everything, I tried everything...

I think i've been home like twice since that day, I haven't left her side, when she wakes up I want to be there, I want her to know i'm always gonna be there

Dinah and Kyle have visited her almost everyday, its actually gave me a chance to get to know them a little better, they'd tell me what Camila is like with them and how much of goofball she is

I think I would now call Dinah and Kyle friends, there pretty cool.

Sinu was still in pieces, she hardly spoke, my dad was there for here though 100%

Me on the other hand, I felt so alone, I felt broken physically and mentally, my world didn't function properly without her, everything hurt.

I had been sitting in the same chair now for days and nothing, I just wish she would come back to me.

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"Lauren" Dinah snapped me out of my thoughts

"Me and Kyle are gonna head off, call me if anything changes?" She asked and I nodded and smile

She walks over to me and hugs me "Don't worry Lauren, we will have our girl back soon" Dinah comforted me

"Thanks Dinah, and yeah I will call you if anything does change" I reassured her and she smiled and left with Kyle

I was alone with Camila now, my dad and Sinu where back at home. My dad wanted to get Sinu to sleep for a while instead of worrying every second of the day

I brought my guitar with me, but I hadn't played it yet. I was busy most of the days I had been here.

I would write some notes for my guitar down and and lyrics that came to mind.

I wanted to write something for her, something that meant something.

I pulled my guitar out moved closer to Camila's bed and sat next to her.

I started to strum, I exhaled and started to sing.

"Breathe deep breathe clear know that i'm here, know that I'm here, waiting. Stay strong stay gold, you don't have to fear, you don't have to fear... Waiting."

I took a deep breath and continued

"I see you soon, I'll see you soon"

I looked over to Camila, she was so still, I could feel the tears burn in my eyes

"How could a heart like yours, ever love a heart like mine. How could I live before, how could I have been so blind... You opened up my eyes"

I sang to her in hope she would even move... Just a little bit... Nothing. But I kept going

"Sleep sound, sleep tight, here in my mind, here in my mind... Waiting, come close my dear you don't have to fear, you don't have to fear waiting... I see you soon, i'll see you soon"

I sang with so much passion

"How could a heart like yours ever love a heart like mine, how could I live before, how could I have been so blind... You opened up my eyes"

Still nothing, a tear fell from my face but I was determined to finish the song... For her

"Hope as fast hope, all your love is all i've ever know."