Hate? or Mate?

Chapter twenty three.

"What?" Josh asked.

"I'm pregnant" I said again. He didn't move.

Carson came forward.
"We will help Mackenzie. You're a part if this family."

"I want josh to say it and mean it." I looked at josh.

He shook his head.
"If its not mine then, why should I raise it"

"Because it might be yours." I said.

"We didn't use protection, but neither did he" I explained when they both looked at me confused.

Josh just blinked and opened and closed his mouth.

"Son, go see the girls now" alpha pushed josh toward the door.

"Wait josh?" I asked. He stopped and turned to look at me.

"If it isn't yours. I want you to walk away. I want you to leave. I want the mark removed, and for you to reject me. Promise?" I asked.

Alpha Carson just stood there shocked.

"I'm not promising to reject someone I love. Whether or not you have someone else child. I shouldn't have said that comment. But, I'm not rejecting you" he walked in.

"I want you to!" I shouted so he can hear me. He barged through the door and charged over to me.

He cupped my face and kissed me. It was a kiss full if want and anger. It was harsh but well needed.

"I won't reject you, ever. That mark is staying." He pulled away and laid his forehead against mine.

"We will get a test to see whose it is. Its just another baby. Apparently we will have two new ones" josh smiled.

"That's a lot of work josh. If it isn't yours then it isn't your responsibility." I said.

"You didn't ask for it either" he pointed out. I sighed.

I just sat there, he was still cupping my cheek. My hand was over his.

"I'm about four weeks along. Depending whose it is. I can't get a paternity test until somewhere between tenth and thirteenth week of pregnacg" I said. Josh nodded.

I shivered a d got goosebumbs, from the sudden gust of wind. It started raining seconds later.

I grabbed josh's sweatshirt and put it on. I just stood in the rain.

"You coming in" josh asked.

"Yea" we walked to the door. Out of the corner of my eye I thought I saw Derek, it when I looked nobody was there.

I shrugged and went inside.
***
"I'm going to school whether you like it or not" I said to josh.

We were laying in bed just talking.

"You literally just got back" he argued.

"Yea and I'm literally going back to school. Its six more months josh. Just six." I started to draw circles on his torso.

"Fine, but if anyone says anything about the whole thing. I'll hurt them. Badly." He warned.

I scoffed and closed my eyes.
I drifted to sleep.
****

"If you're going to school wake up" josh shook me.

I groaned and got up. Even in the factory place I didn't have to get up this early. Josh wants me to move into his place, pronto.

I told him soon, so we are just staying at the pack house.

I walked over to the dresser and pulled out skinny jeans with a great shirt. Then I went to the closet and pulled out my jacket. And black hightops.