Hate? or Mate?

Chapter nine.

"Josh out Now!" I said.

"Mack-" he tried.

"Josh, I'll give you a kiss after my shower. Out," I pointed to the door.

"I'm holding you up on that" he left. I hopped in the shower and washed my hair and body. Shaving my legs and everywhere that needs shaved.

I got out and dried my self with my towel. I tried to dry my hair as best I could. I hate when my hair is still wet, and it sticks to my neck and it just feels gross.

I put on my lace underwear and bra, then a half shirt and some yoga pants.

"Josh, let me go talk to kalleen then I'll kiss you" I said walking toward my bedroom door.

"OK" he sat in the bed. I made my way to kalleen's room. She has her own room because before I got abused shed stay all the time so my mom gave her s room.

I walked in and she wasn't there. A note was on the bed and it read:
Mackenzie,
I cant do this anymore. You scared me at the diner. I got the girls the think it was all just a dream. But I don't wanna do this whole red wolf thing anymore. I'm leaving town. Good bye. Please don't call me, I won't answer. I've changed my number also.
Love,
Kalleen.

I walked back to my room.
"She doesn't want to be friends anymore" I cried

Josh got up from the bed and walked over to me.
He grabbed the note and read it.

"Macm, I'm so sorry" he hugged me. I cried onto his shirt.

I must have drifted off because josh picked me up and set me on the bed.
***
I woke up to my alarm going off on my phone.
I turned it off before sit woke up josh. I got up and went into the girls room.

"Wkae up" I shook them awake.

Once they were up I grabbed them miss me jeans and a red and purple button up plaid shirt. I grabbed their cowgirl boots and set them down.

I helped the girls get dressed.
"Hair up of down" I asked gina

"Up" she said. I brushed back her hair into a high, neat ponytail.

"I want my hair up too" Nina said. She stood in front of me.

I put her hair into a high,neat ponytail too.
"Put your shies on. Be quiet josh is still sleeping. Grab you book bags and go down stairs" they nodded.

The walked downstairs as I walked back to my room.

"Joshua Wayne Johnson wake up." I used his full name. I was trying to keep busy so I didn't cry.

He groaned.
"I'm up" I threw him one of dereks old shirts.

"Get dressed." I went to my closet and grabbed a teal/ mint green, tank top that showed minimal stomach.

I walked to my dresser and pulled out a pair of miss me shorts.

I took off my yoga pants and put in my shorts.
Josh was just watching. I took off my shirt and put on my tank top.