Hate? or Mate?

chapter nineteen.

"Try and make the water into people. Where they have the shape of a human. Understand?" Red wolf asked.

"Yea. I'll try. I can only make the elements into tornadoes. And float on water." I said back.

"Just try. If you fail, try again" I nodded my head.

Alpha went back inside.
"Concentrate souly on that water and it becoming something unreal. Like a human form. Get that far."

I took a breath and looked at the water. I got it up and then it fell back down.

I scratched the spot on my arm where I injected.
"Focus Mackenzie."

I took another breath and tried again.
The water went up, into a ball shape, then back down.

I tried again, up then down. Again, same thing.

"I can't fucking do it" I screamed at the red wolf.

I sat on the ground then laid back.

"Get up, and try again" she yelled back.

I groaned and got up.
"Concentrate. Water. Human form" she said in a determined voice.

I looked at the water and brought it up. It dropped back down.

"My fucking god. I can't do it" I said aloud.

"I need you to calm down and focus Mackenzie, I believe in you" the red wolf said.

"Yea, well I don't. I can't focus. Not enough. There so much going on. I can't make human like water people." I snapped back.

I rubbed my hand over my face. I was so frustrated I started to cry.

"Why are you crying" I turned and saw josh with Nina and Gina.

"I'm frustrated" I covered my face and fell to the floor. The girls started laughing.

"Why is this so hard" I screamed.

"What's so hard" the girls screamed back.

"Nothing. Go see alpha and Luna. I'm sure if you ask, they might help you with homework" they nodded their heads and ran off.

I got up and wiped my tears.
"Try again" the red wolf said demandingly.

I stuck out my hand and tried to focus. So many thoughts were racing through my mind.