corrupted highness - mgc - 5sos - 1D

Chapter Twenty Two; Same Mistakes.

"... you say there's nothing to fix."

MICHAEL

"Michael", Alex crying voice whispered. "Please".

Why hadn't she given up on me yet? And why didn't she get that I didn't want to speak to her?

But even though I didn't want to speak to her; I wanted to.

I had to force myself not to respond, and as every time I did; I felt like the worlds most horrible person.

Yet, she deserved it.

How could she just act like everything was normal, when she was lying to me and couldn't even say it herself?

She hung up and I looked at my friends.

Luke had taken the phone and answered, but the second I was about to hang up because I still didn't want to talk to her, she'd talked.

"Michael?"

And hearing her voice... God I'm so fucked up.

I heard her cry and it hurt, but I couldn't find the words. And as Luke'd put her on speakerphone, both Calum and Luke could hear her as well.

Calum looked like he was about to cry, mimicking that I had to say something; speak to her.

"Why are you doing this, Michael? She obviously misses you like crazy and whatever she did; you have to forgive her. What did she do anyways?", Luke asked as soon as she'd hung up.

"I'm doing this because I have nothing to say to her. At all." I got up from the couch in Ashton's hotel room where me and Luke had been sitting for the last couple of minutes.

Ashton was still in the shower and Calum was sitting on Ashton's bed.

"Michael...", Luke said. "I know you miss her too", he looked at me.

"So what if I miss her?"

"Are you fucking kidding me? You kissed her and told her you loved her and after that you didn't bring up the kiss for what two weeks? Until you decided to cut the connection with her for good? Or?", Calum looked as annoyed as I felt.

I walked over to the door.

"Can we forget about that stupid kiss?", I asked Calum as I opened the door to Ashton's hotel room. "All of it was a mistake".

"What was a mistake? Kissing her or tell...", I cut Calum off before he could continue.

"The mistake was taking her up on stage in the first place."

ALEXANDRA

Driving to Harry's house after my terrible breakdown felt as a bad idea, but I had no choice. I'd promised to go there.

I knocked on Harry's door, waited for him to open the door.

The phone call with Calum had been awkward and I couldn't help but wonder what had made him call in the first place. Something must've happened that made him call.

   Kylie had left the house without telling me, before I had even got to finish my call with Cal which surprised me.

Perhaps it was because of the fact that I'd been crying and sobbing like crazy.

But Kylie'd been all over Louis since they'd come home two weeks ago, so maybe that was another reason.

I didn't even know they were that good of friends until later the night after they got home.

We had all laid in Harry's couch in his house, and Dylan and CO had just left us to go home to sleep. But me, Lia and Kylie decided to stay the night; simply because we'd missed our best friends for two months straight.