Chapter Nineteen; Spaces.

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"... leaving us speechless and I don't know why."

MICHAEL

My phone buzzed once again.

Alexandra Parker; Missing you. Alex.

I hadn't talked to her in more than six weeks, or well ever since I'd overheard her talk to Calum about not loving me anymore, or perhaps she had never had.

"I regret it though, but yeah he's nothing but a friend".

The kiss was obviously a mistake from her point of view and I had no idea how to get over her.

I didn't want to get over her, that was the biggest problem and now when I'd found out she didn't love me as I thought she did; everything would change.

Ever since I'd heard her say it, I stopped talking to her. Continue the conversations seemed to be such a dumb idea when I knew she felt too ashamed over telling me she wasn't into me anymore.

  But now we'd been out on tour for about two months and I missed her like crazy.

But what was I supposed to say? Especially since I was so mad at her for not being straight up honest with me.

   I knew things would get harder as Lia was arriving to us later that day, even though it was a relief Alex wasn't coming with her.

I was nervous about her arriving though, not only because of the fact that I had no clue how to explain the Alex situation, but because of what Ashton had done.

  Me and Calum had been staying in the whole day, since we had a couple of days of until the next show.

Harry and Niall was with us as well, since Louis, Zayn and Liam were out with their girlfriends.

We had been playing video games all day, and Luke joined us late during the afternoon.

Ashton was picking Lia up from the airport around 6pm and the fact that he was made memories from when he'd told us return to my brain.

  TWO WEEKS EARLIER

"She won't ever forgive me", Ashton spoke.

"How could you do that? How could you ever do that?", I screamed.

His way of acting surprised everyone, including myself.

"I don't know, Michael, I don't know!", he shouted back at me.

Luke, who hadn't said much, blossomed up.

"Don't you understand that this will ruin things for all of us?!", Luke screaming wasn't something that happened often, but when it did; he wasn't the most pleasant person to speak to.

"Of course I do", Ashton started but Calum interrupted.

"You fucking idiot, of course you don't understand! Do you think Kylie and Alex will continue to be friends with us after this? They're gonna think we're just like you!", he screamed.

Ashton looked at us, like he couldn't believe we were saying this but all of it was true and he knew it.

"Who's side do you think their gonna pick when they find out? Sure as hell not ours!", I pointed out and I knew screaming at my best friend wasn't helping anyone but it felt good.

"I know okay, I know that and I'm sorry I just didn't think straight", Ashton defended himself and I saw how his eyes were getting wetter by each second.

"I thought you loved her", Calum mumbled.

"I do love her. So much", Ashton said.

"You don't treat someone you love like this", I told him.

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