3rd Person POV
He had it going for him.
A nice house, a beautiful girlfriend, and a amazing career.
His friends were there to support his choices and actions of what he wanted to do.
One friend however was not as supportive,....
(Y/N).
(Y/N) had it going for her too. She had a nice house, a decent job, and too much money.
She had the same friends as David and they were supportive...
When they would actually talk to her
(Y/N) had everything David had except, someone who loved her.
If you can believe this, she had actually fallen for the Irish man. David.
Though she knew, he does not have any interests in her.
Her friends have talked with her for 2 years and already they feel like they're family. Especially H2O Delirious, considering that's her real brother.
H2O or Jon, can't help but feel the reason she doesn't talk to anyone is because of him.
Many months ago, he convinced her to admit her love for David. She did so, and he was in the worst of moods and started pointing out her flaws.
She cried for weeks and she was running out of tears and was incredibly thin.
She's locked herself away while David was opening his doors to everyone, not giving a worried thought about her. He assumed it was girl stuff.
Jon, however, was in the worst point of his life. His child hood friend, sister, and partner in crime was in a state of depression.
He wanted to tell Nogla to go make her feel loved since no one could get a hold of her or get in her house, but he knew David would have to find out soon, before its too late.
(Y/N) was sitting on her couch with tissues and veers everywhere. Did I mention the blood? Blood drops were on her and the floor.
She hasn't showered nor seen the doctor so she was in a scar up arms and smelly situation. Her heart was breaking into billions of pieces, she couldn't hold back the sobs.
Her arms were bleeding and began turning a unusual pale. She couldn't stop the pain.
She was loved by God and many but she wanted her soulmate to hold her and tell her how beautiful she is.
She wanted 'him' to notice her, and notice how she was breaking.
(Y/N) lifted her head and came to a realization as she looked around her house. She realized she should've moved on and talked to other people. But now it was too late.
She stood, but her legs were shaking, for she had run out of room on her arms to release the pain.
She fell to the ground as she had to army crawl to her upstairs bathroom. Once she made it up the stairs, she was out of breath and was losing consciousness fast.
She grabbed her phone and texted her last goodbye to her brother as she crawled to her bloody bathroom. She grabbed her blade and lifted her shirt, searching for room. She felt her neck and found plenty of space. She rose and tears started to fall.
"1 for Jon.." She whispered
"2 for not seeing the light"
"3 for not telling anyone.."
"4 for not being good enough.."
"5 for hoping he liked me.."
"6 for him.."
Her hand fell limp as the blood ran and her eyes were closing and for the first time for months, she'll sleep in peace.
"I'm sorry Jon, and the guys.."
"I'm not sorry David.."
She looked at her blade again and reached for it. She wrote 'I'm not sorry David' on her left side and 'I'm sorry Jon' on her right.
She soon closed her eyes and when she opens her eyes, she was following her old dog, Zack, to a better place.
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There was a burial, a storm, and many tears. A man stood above her grave with a rose in hand. "I'm sorry I never noticed. I'm sorry I said the things I did." He said and placed the rose on her grave. "It was too soon." He said and a tear escaped. He knew that if he talked about her with his friends, they would immediately feel horrible but Jon would feel raged at him.
Perhaps, Jon would never play with him again, for it was him who made her feel the way she did about him and it was him who made her do this to herself. Now Jon was alone and may have the same fate.
David played out the future like a movie in his head as the tears rolled on. 'If only I said I love you..'
'If only I kept you.'
'Before the man above took you..'
'Away from us. From Jon...'
'From me.'
'You're beautiful, and I love you. Now and forever..'
'But I'm sorry..'
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Cutting is never ok, if you're depressed. Please tell me or an adult or someone. You're beautiful.
~Claw😎
