I sighed watching the 15,000 chase wire transfer go through and I was immediately erked at the whole Situation. I listened to my friend though and took her advice. I also wanted to be back on midnight good side. He had yet to reach out to me and I had yet to reach out to him. He didn't even drop kiari off after daycare and had heard nothing ever since. It was going on a week and I just knew night had fucked something new. Another reason why I had not reached out again. I knew midnight and I knew he couldn't go long without having sex so if he wasn't sexing me he was getting his nutt off somewhere. It was a very unhealthy way to think about things but I couldn't help it. A man cheating on you really do break your self esteem even if you hate to admit it . It doesn't matter if the other party doesn't look better then you it still hurt. It's like the memories is embedded in your mind even if things do get better you can't help but wonder.
I bit my lip holding in the tears not even knowing why. I was just sad period. I decided to get up and do something with my hair, dress up, get cute and take myself out on a date. I had a jet black wig that had been sitting in the corner of my closet ready to be put on. It was also a promo wig so I decided to do a video while I did my hair. I really did love doing hair I felt so happy when I was working. I just wish night wasn't so paranoid about everything. It was so much that happened after he bought me my suite, he hated I was a service provider having random people come in everyday. I had to explain to him that's what good clientele was.
It took me a good 3 hours to finish doing my hair in between filming and smoking this was the longest I had took.
"Ouuuu yes this wig fye." I said to myself running my hands through it. I sprayed my hair with some setting spray before grabbing my silk scarf. I wrapped my hair before taking my clothes off hopping in the shower. The hot water felt so good on my skin I almost nutted. It didn't take me long before I was dolled up and ready to leave.
J Alexander was where I wanted to go. I was in need of a good ole lemon drop and a maui steak. Before I even pulled out my lot I seen Midnight all black trackhawk pull up. I immediately rolled my eyes. Continuing to try to back out he instantly blocked me in causing me to honk my horn and hold it. I looked through the mirror seeing him getting out the car but no Kai was with him. I got out the car too he immediately licked his lips looking me up and down but still held his mean ass mug.
"Where Kai at" I asked with my hand on my hip.
"Why you just went 4 days without checking up on ha" he spit back and I immediately caught an attitude.
"Cause she was with her fuckin daddy. Bitch when I keep ha on weeks on weeks and you call every other week I don't say anything." I hated his smart ass mouth
"Aye watch your mouth fa I hit you in it. Always talkin crazy to a nigga like I won't knock yo lil' ass down. Quit playin with me foo. Where you goin with that on? With the next nigga?" He asked walking up on me and I hurried up and got back in the car. He extended his long arms stopping me from closing the door.
"The fuck you running fa"
"Cause you do entirely way too much, you must got bored and wanted to come fucking with me and I don't have to answer to you .... We single-" I ain't even finish my sentence before I got jacked up out the car. He pinned me against my car with his hand still around my neck. Lookin down at me, as he clenched his jaw he instantly attacked my lips.
"I missed you Arianna." He huskily said in between kisses. I didn't even wanna let go of his lips so he could talk I missed him more then he ever knew. "You missed me" he asked as he hands went up my dress hiking it up.
"Yea baby I missed you so much." I finally said as we broke the kiss and went to kissing my neck. His hands on my bare ass pressing my body into his, he picked me up placing me on top of my car.
