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" man Ari get that camera out my face." Midnight said and I squinted my eyes at him. I bit my lip dropping my phone and decided to record myself. I know he still wasn't happy about earlier but he didn't have to be rude.
"Ion even wanna stand by you." I said grabbing my purse and getting out the booth. We were at his air bnb for his party celebration and it was turnt. Minus the tension between me and midnight, it was cool. Cassie was also gone for the weekend due to her working at a photo shoot in LA. She wasn't able to attend so I was lonely in a party of 5 hundred plus people.
"Wassup sis!" Chop yelled out over the music as he gave me a side hug. "They turnt up for the man, fa' the one time."
"Yeah, it was a big show out."
"You know how we do, you straight though? I saw you lookin' all mean and shit." I gave him a forced smile nodding.
"Yeah I'm good." He nodded his head as he went and started socializing with other people. I went to the pool area before sitting on the edge, putting my feet in the water. To say the least I was annoyed and irritated. I wanted badly to tell midnight that he was being a tad bit rude but it was his birthday celebration. I didn't have time for all the extra shit. I also really just wanted to be in the big ass mansion that KD had rented but I feared being alone.
"Ugh." I said getting a wave of nausea and I made a sour face. I had been nauseous for about two weeks but I wasn't vomiting. I would get really dizzy when I stood up too long, I think something about my iron being really low. To say the least my body was all outta whack and I only showed my face today because of night.
"I know y'all full of it, free shots all fucking night baby!" The DJ yelled out and everybody started shouting. " aye waddup waddup, it's my nigga birthday I had to turn em' up fa' the one time. This ain't no regular shmegular dealio, yeen' Neva goin see my mans live, ya hea' me?" I rolled my eyes at KD stupid ass, he was so stupid it was actually funny.
"And I just wanna turn it up sum more, ladies I see y'all. Y'all looking bad wit y'all lil bikinis on and so what. Ladies who tryna win a grand in this twerk contest." It was so many cheers even I turned my head to the dj booth to see who was goin volunteer. " me and my niggas finna be the judge, I need some big booty Judie's and if you gotta pan make that the cake shake." I started seeing girls getting up and start twerking and shit and I shook my head. Most of these girls had spent they last tryna get into this party, spent they last on weaves and wigs just look cute.
My attention slowly went back to feeling sorry for myself and how the last couple of weeks had been a roller coaster. The elehapnt in the room that no one knew about but me and Cassie, felt like it was sitting on my chest. Everytime I wanted to tell Midnight about what happened I would get scared. I don't know why I was scared but I was scared. Girls who looked like me and dressed like me, had a body like me were never taken serious when it came to getting raped and sexually abused. It was a particular incident when this man literally grabbed my ass when Thaddeus wasn't looking. I hurried up and told Thad but all he said was "I mean look whatcha got on"
