Cracks In Our Hearts [BWWM]

24.Almost

I walked into the house and into the kitchen. The first person I saw was Rowan and he smiled at me.

"Still want that mistake?" He said chuckling.

"Yeah I do." I said smiling back.

My head pulsed and I grabbed it trying to make it stop.

"Yeah right, and your not hung over either." He said walking around the table.

"I am but I want to have fake sex with you, so David can know he can be replaced." I said grabbing his shoulder.

"Alright then go to my room, it's the only bed room down stairs." He said smiling.

"First I need to talk with Jessica." I lean on the wall feeling the need to puke again.

"She's up stairs, it's about 10 so she may be sleep." He said looking down at his phone.

I walked into what I knew was a bathroom first. The taste in my mouth was gross. I grabbed some mouth wash I slushed it around for a long time. It was better tasting and the burn was kind if nice to. I put everything back and exited.

I started for the stairs and looked around the house. It was nicer then Logan's house and smelled a lot better to. I inched up the stairs and looked at the living area. I went to the first door I saw and knocked.

"Come in." A male said.

It was the wrong door but I had to say hi now. I pushed it open and Conner stood there dripping wet with a towel around his waist.

"Sorry I was looking for Jessica." I said looking down.

"She's the other door but come in." He said nodding to the bed.

I stepped in and sat down looking around the perfectly clean room. He sat next to me drying his hair with a towel.

"How you feel after last night?" He asked smiling.

"Head hurts and a little hungover." I said.

"Not that, about David." He touched my leg.

I put my hand over his and smiled at him.

"I don't know, I'm not even sure if this little plan is a good ideal. Pretend I had sex with Rowan to make him jealous. He didn't pretend to kiss Ava, that really happened. He explained everything to me and I want to forgive him and move on but, if I do that to quick all of this will happen again." I explained to him.

"I wish I could help you but I really don't know how to. Mason and his friends are all stupid to me, but there just kids at the end of the day." He said standing walking to a closet.

"Maybe I jumped into marrying him to fast." I said to myself.

"Yeah you did." He said from the closet door.

"And this whole pretend to have sex with Rowan thing, if you really want to then do it. David can't just expect you to stay faithful when he can't. Don't be a door mat like Ava was. You see how fucked up he treated her because she was a door mat." He said retuning to the bed.

He was kind of right about what he was saying. I watched as he picked out a outfit and other items for the day.

"Can I have sex with you?" I asked.

"Sure you can." He smiled at me.

I heard a noise and it reminded me that I was looking for Jessica, not dick. I stood and headed to the door. Conner caught my wrist and turned me to him. He pressed his lips to mine and I stood there shocked. He pulled away and looked at me.

"What was that?" I asked still shocked by what happened.

"What you asked for." He smiled looking at my lips.

I looked at him not knowing what to do. I did ask for this but I'm not sure if I wanted to do this. He waited for me to speck but I wasn't sure what to say. I moved my head forward a little and he kissed me again. I parted my lips and his tongue slipped in.

His taste was strange to me, not sweet but a little bitter. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he lifted me up. He was strong to, my legs wrapped around his stomach putting me a little over him. He pulled back and our noses touched.

"Are you sure you want to do this? Because if we do this it's no going back on it." He whispered to me.

He was right about that but the kiss had me a little turned on. I softly kissed him again and he sat on the edge of the bed. I felt his erection nudging at me he pulled my shorts and underwear over and touched me.

My heart picked up speed, by breathing became shallow, and my mind raced. If I do this then what? I fucked him for what? Revenge? He sat me up moving his towel off. I had to either stop this or let it happen with no regret. He slowly pushed into me and I stopped him.

"I can't do this, I already did way to much. I'm not sure what I should do but this can't be the answer." I said.

"That's what I though, that's what we all though." He said still holding my waist.

"What?" I asked confused.

"After you two left last night we all talked. We all knew that you are pissed and should be but we all knew you would do something like this. David's to stupid to know this but when a women's fed up, she's fed up. No matter how much she loves you, but your angry and was going to make this mistake. That's why Logan took you here so if you did do it, it could be with me or Rowan." He said pushing down into me more.

I moved back getting off of him, I fixed my clothes and looked at him. He didn't both to cover up just laid back. I grabbed the towel tossing it over his impressive erection.

"Why you and Rowan?" I asked.

"Because David's not our friend, he's Masons friend. The fact that Logan and David are here are because of Mason. I guess there okay guys but I really only care about Mason. I'm nice to them because Mason loves them not me." He said nonchalantly.

I nodded and grabbed the door nob. I didn't focus on the slight pain in my core opening.

"Yeah for feel a little sore that's okay, I have a huge penis. That's all." He said laughing.

"Thanks Conner." I said back to him.

"No problem, Leanna go back to David. I know you feel a lot of things but don't let it push out the love you have for him." He said grabbing his erection.

"What are you doing?" I asked watching him.

"Just get out now." He quickly said to me.

I walked out trying to wrap my head around what almost happened. I couldn't do this, I need to talk with David instead of just being angry.