Cracks In Our Hearts [BWWM]

25. Perfect

After a long talk with Jessica I felt better about things. I told her about the whole Conner thing and she understood. Something like this happened between her and Logan. It was 11 now and I was super bored waiting.

I though all day about what to say to David and how to deal with this. I still wasn't to sure but I hoped once I started talking to him things would come out right.

"I just talked with Mason, the guys are on there way here." Jessica said.

I nodded to her and she sat next to me on the couch.

"Are you going to tell him about the Conner thing?" She asked nervously.

"Yeah, I have to tell him." I said laying back.

The door pushed open and Mason and Logan came in fake wrestling. David didn't come in and I stood looking for him.

"The cry baby is in the car, feeling sorry for his self." Mason said.

They both gave me a hug and kiss as I walked pass them. The night time air felt good helping with my nerves. I spotted him in Masons car, I walked over but his head was down. I opened the door but he didn't move.

He must be sleep, I closed the door softly and walked back in.

"Mason can I use you car?" I asked walking into the living room.

He was cuddling on the couch with Jessica. I walked closer and heard them talking about a mirror.

"Mason?" I said louder.

He looked over his shoulder and smiled at me.

"What's up?" He said turning his attention back to Jessica.

"Your car?" I said trying to get his attention back.

"Umm yeah the keys are on the table." He said kissing Jessica's all over her face.

"Thanks." I said turning to walk away.

"No problem Conner." He said pulling Jessica to his lap.

When those two are together you can't get to either of them. I grabbed the keys and walked out. I started the car and pulled off. The night time air felt nice even if it was a little chilly.

"Mason stop being a dick face, lift the windows up." He said sleepy.

"Your a dick face." I said back.

I stopped at a light and looked back at him. He looked up with shock and confusion on his face.

"Babe.... I mean Leanna, when did you get here." He asked staring at me.

I had a million smart ass answers for him but the real thing I want to say shined threw.

"I got here because I love you still." I said softly.

He smiled at me and turned pulling off.

"You still love?" He said crawling up front.

He sat next to me and I didn't look at him but I could feel his smile. The fact was yeah I still loved him. Maybe I didn't understand why but I did. I pulled to a stop in front for the next field I saw.

"I guess I do." I said sure of myself.

I looked into the grassy field and the only thing I could think of is when I met him. I didn't know it then but he was everything I never knew I want. That hot summer road, that long flight and the fact I could find a taxi or bus led me to him.

"I'm sorry, Leanna." Was all he said.

"My heart was nothing till I met you. I was lost in life and my heart was wondering around like a lost puppy." I said honestly to him.