Cracks In Our Hearts [BWWM]

33.Home

It was about 4:30in the morning when we walked in Rowans house. Me David and Logan where all to tired to make the drive home so we stopped here. I pushed the door and it opened. We walked in and fell on the closes couch we could find.

"Hey." Mason said behind the couch.

David and Logan passed out already so I stood.

"Hey." I said hugging him.

He returned it and the hug was warm and safe.

"I missed you." I whispered.

"I missed you to, feel better now?" He asked grabbing my arm.

"A lot better." We started up the stairs and I yawed.

"Sorry we couldn't come, Jessica can't fly right now, yesterday she turned 8 months so the doctor said it was a bad idea." We stopped in front of a door and I nodded not really hearing shit he said.

"Yeah." I said as he pulled the door opened and dragged me in.

He slightly picked me up and sat me on a bed. I turned to my side as he pulled off my shoes.

"You can sleep in here tonight." He whispered to me.

I just nodded as he pulled my head up slightly and started to....braid my hair. This guy was something else wasn't he. He finished and sat my head down softly. He pulled a blanket over me and shortly after I heard the door click close.

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I tossed and turned in the sheets, because it's hot as hell in this room.

"Just get up." Jessica's voice was in the room with me.

I sat up and looked at her looking out the window.

"I see your hair is braided to."She grabbed her long braid showing it to me.

I stood up stretching and yawning. I walked over and gave her a half hug. I looked out to window to see all 5 of the guys playing soccer.

"What time is it?" I asked looking for a clock.

"About 11:30." I watched David running and it made me smile.

"I'm happy Jessica."

"Because you finally let go." I nodded at her and she smiled back at me.

"Yeah I did but I'm more happy to be here with you guys. I was happy to see Logan, Conner and Rowan. When I saw Mason I wanted to hug him. When I heard your voice I felt safe. Jessica I missed you." I turned looking at her.

"Your my best friend, your my sister." I could see the tears forming in her eyes.

"I never wanted to leave you but I'm happy I did." She started rubbing her belly and I looked down at the big bump.

"I'm happy you did to." I softly rubbed my hand over her belly.

I looked back out the window to see the guys walking to the house. Jessica walked to the door and pulled it open leaving out.

"Your my sister to Hershey." She said just before walking away.

I smiled at her calling me Hershey. I opened the window then sat on the bed. I pulled my phone from my pants pocket and dial Ms.Luca number.

"Hey, how are you?" She said nervously to me.

"I'll give you that chance." I said confident in my words.

"Really?" She was excited which is a good thing.

"We can't change what happened with him and we can't let him control us. I don't hate you not anymore at least." I looked at my broken nails.

"I'm sorry that I let it happen and I'm sorry that jealousy got the best of me. But you have always been my daughter, and a great one at that. I've just been a bad mother and I let someone hurt you. I know I can't fix this over night but I want to try to over time." Her voice cracked over the phone telling me she was crying.

"I'm not forgiving you for what you did to me or how you treated me. I want to get to know you first, I want to know you without him. I'll never forgive that person that treated me like shit, but maybe I'll give the person I know you are a chance." I slightly smiled.

"Thank you baby." She said sniffling.

"I'll call you later, bye."

"Bye sweetie." She said hanging up.

I looked at the phone and still couldn't believe my ears. She wanted really did want to try and even if we never get close I'm happy I gave her a shot.

"Hey babe." David said walking in the room.

He fell on the bed making me bounce a little.

"Hey." I laid the back of my head on his chest.

He slowly rubbed my hair making me feel relaxed.

"Can I work at the store?" I asked with out thinking.

"Yeah but I need to interview you first." He sat up pushing my head to his lap.

Before he could talked Mason and Logan walked in.

"What are you to doing?" Mason asked sitting down.

"There about to have sex in your bed." Logan said leaning on the wall.

David laughed as Jessica and Rowan walked in.

"What's funny?" Jessica asked.

"Nothing just Logan saying stupid shit." I said watching her.

"That's alway, right." Rowan said punching him in the shoulder.

"Aye guys new restaurant just opened, who's in?" Conner said walking into the room.

"Who's paying?" David asked.

"I'm driving so, Rowan can." Conner said.

"Let's go hungry anyway." Jessica said.

I looked around the room and smiled at them all talking. I bumped my head back on David's lap. He looked down at me and I licked my lips. He smiled and I put pressure on his lap more. He moved a little trying to move my head but failed.

"Stop." He said louder then he wanted to.

"Come on." Mason said standing.

They all walked out the room talking and laughing.

"Are you trying to start something?" David said moving my head and standing.

"Maybe." I said turning on my stomach.

"Good, let's going in Conner room." He said making me laugh.

"Come here." I said pulling him to me.

I sat on my knees hugging him around his waist.

"We'll do that later but for right I just want to cuddle." I released him and he crawled into the bed.

He laid behind me wrapping his arms around me. He took a deep breath and intertwined out fingers.

"It's good to home." He whispered into my ear.

"It's even better to be home with you." I whispered back to him.

He kissed my cheek and I snuggled closer to him. This is where I wanted to spend everyday for the rest of my life. In his arms, as his wife, as his best friend. For the first time in a long time I feel complete, I can honestly say there's not a single crack in my heart.