Cracks In Our Hearts [BWWM]

26.My Bestfriend

3 Weeks later

It's been so peace lately with everyone after David and Conner got into a fight that no one cared about. Our wedding was tomorrow but today was Jessica and Mason's baby shower. This time at our house and more people invited.

"I don't know how to hang this up." Logan said looking at the streamers.

I walked to him taking it.

"You are just helpless as hell today." I said reaching up.

Logan helped me and I hung it on the top cabinet. David was at work till 6 today and it was only 11. Hanging with Logan was kind of fun, he talked a lot but I already knew that. He went looking for more things to set up and I though of him talking in his sleep.

"Why do you talk in your sleep?" I asked sitting in a chair.

"Yeah I guess you would have heard me by now." He sat the things down and walked to me.

"Well, I always had two loving and supportive parents but...." He stopped looking at the ground.

I softly touched his hands and he looked up at me forcing a smile.

"Don't worry about that now. Why don't you and me go to the store and some drinks and new outfits for the party, on me." He cheerfully.

I knew he was just avoiding talking about whatever it was but I didn't want to push him.

"Alright." I said smiling.

I walked to my room and put on my shoes. I returned to see he was gone, I checked outside and his car was still there.

"Logan!" I yelled out.

He came from the living room breathing deeply but trying to act normal.

"What happened?" I asked a little nervous.

"Nothing just tired, but I'm ready to go." He said smiling.

I nodded and we walked to the door. Before I could open it Conner and Rowan walked in. Rowan hugged me and I returned it with a light kiss to his cheek. Conner looked at me and spreads his arms out.

"Can I hug you or I still can't touch you?" He asked smiling.

I punched him in the shoulder and hugged him. They both moved to the kitchen and I turned looking for Logan. He was standing there waiting looking at the ground.

"You okay?" I asked concerned.

"Fine, ready to go?" He asked forcing a smile.

I nodded and we walked out and started for the mall. I really didn't know if that's where we was headed but my mind was stuck on what happened to him.

"What happened to you?" I asked turning to him.

"It was nothing I'm fine." He said stopping at a light.

He looked at me and I narrowed my eyes at him.

"I had a panic attack." He said looking up at the still red light.

"That's what you where keeping from me? I know we're not really friends but you could have told me that." I said sitting up.

He wrinkled his brow and turned to me. He had anger in his face, and his stare was overwhelming. I've never seen him really angry before. One time he yelled at me but I was angry to so I didn't care.

"You don't think we're friends?" He asked demandingly.

I felt intimidated by him and small as his stare forced me to hold still.

"Well I though you just viewed me as your friends girlfriend." I said nervously.

He just looked at me then turned back to the road pulling off. I sat there and played with my fingers. Why did that upset him that much. I mean I don't see him much and when I do we don't talk much. This is the most time I've ever spent with him. I glanced at him and angry was still on his face. I don't like him angry, I wanted my alway happy Logan back.

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It was close to everyone getting here for the party and I was dress. I picked out a yellow dress with black polka dot dress with combat boots. I picked out Logan a outfit but he still didn't talk to me. The ride he was silent, in the store he just sat down and played on his phone. The drive here was the same quite and when we got into the home he still didn't look at me or talk to me.

I walked out and saw him in the bathroom fixing his hair. I felt that same nervousness fill my body. I slowly walked over stoping at the bathroom door. He had on the jeans I picked out and the black button down shirt.

"You look nice." I said low, looking at him.

He looked over at me looking me up and down. I smiled at him and he just looked back at the mirror.

"Do you think I look nice?" I asked playing with my bottom of the dress.

He huffed and looked at me, he turned around leaning his butt on the sink.

"Why do you need my attention?" He yelled at me.

"Because I didn't mean to hurt your feelings." I whispered.

"Hurt my feelings!" He said laughing.

"Thrust me sweetie you didn't hurt my feelings. I just though you where my friend but I guess your just another girl fucking up my life." He said harshly.

"What?" I said getting defensive.

"First Jessica was fine to but Mason fell in love with her, then she got pregnant. I see Mason sometimes but most just at work. Now you, David doesn't do shit anyone. All he wants to do with you and plan your stupid wedding. Soon your going to get knocked up to." He said running his finger in his hair.

I wasn't angry at him anyone and I could understand his feelings.

"Me and Jessica have known one another for years. When she first met Franklin her whole life was just him. I felt pushed away and forgotten, I was scared that I would lose her but I didn't." I said taking a step closer.

"But she moved here leaving you." He said looking at me with glassy eyes.

"Yeah she did leave but she didn't forget me. Our friendship was worth something that's why it lasted all these years. It's been nights where David would talk about everything the three of you did over the years. I'm sorry if you feel like I'm taking your friend, but life is happening. Things are going to change but that didn't mean something won't stay the same." I said touching his shoulder.

"I don't think if you as just David's girlfriends, I like you to." He pulling me to him.

He hugged me tight and I returned it holding him.

"No matter what happens  I always want you there, we all do. Your our voice of reason." I said pulling back.

He released me and brushed my hair back.

"I'm sorry." He said looking into my eyes.

"It's okay, just know I love you." I said smiling.

"I love you to." He said smiling.

I felt happy now, better that he was happy know. That's the only way I want him to be happy. I hugged him again and held tight. I want tonight to be perfect.