Cracks In Our Hearts [BWWM]

14.Cracked Not Broken

I walked away holding my shoulder tight. Someone ran to me yelling something at me but I didn't listen. I wish I didn't come here David voice rang in my ears and I turned.

"Fuck you!" I yelled to him still at the front door.

"Fuck you too." He yelled back.

I tried to run to him, I was going to kick his ass but someone grabbed my waist.

"Oh you're going to fight me!" David yelled to me.

I pulled away from the person holding me back and ran to him. All I could see was red and all I could feel was anger. I got closer to him but before I could swing at him the person grabbed me again. I looked back to see Mason holding me.

David walked to me and his stupid smirk only made it worse. He laughed at my anger and I pulled back my hand to slap him but he caught my wrist. I pulled from him and Mason.

"Logan get my stuff please." I asked him.

"Leanna you don't have to go." He said.

"I think she does." David said.

I nodded to Logan and he walked into the house. Jessica walked to me but before she could talk I walked away. David just watched me as I waited for Logan to return. I walked onto the road as Mason stayed in front of me blocking my path to David.

I hate the ass whole, fuck him and his fucking problems. Logan ran to me pushing David aside.

"Leanna you can't just leave, where are you going to stay." He said.

I looked at David who was still looking at me.

"I'm going home, I wasn't sure if I wanted to leave but I'm sure now." I said looking at him.

I saw his body language soften and I harden my showing it was over. I grabbed my stuff from Logan and walked away.

"I'll pop your arm in place." Rowan said running to me.

He grabbed my arm and in a quick motion my arm was in place. I screamed in the worst pain of my life. I looked at my arm and moved my finger. I looked up and saw David in front of me.

I moved back and pulled on a pair of pants and my gym shoes.

"Bye." I said walking pass everyone.

"Leanna!" David yelled.

I didn't look back at him and did stop walking.

"You can just leave!" He yelled louder.

I let the tears fall but I kept walking going faster.

"I'm sorry, don't leave me!" He yelled crying now.

My heart felt like it was cracking about to split in two. I felt short of breath and my head was spinning. I had to stop and think about this. The noise behind me stopped but I didn't look back. Did I really want to leave this place? My friends? My boyfriend?

"Let me go!" David yelled.

I started to walk again not looking back at them.

"Please!" He yelled again.

I turned and looked at him, making the worst mistake of my life. His red, wet, swollen eyes killed me. Logan and Mason let him go and he ran to me. I looked pass him to Jessica. She was crying holding her stomach, she mouth to me don't go.

"I'm sorry!" He yelled in front of me.

I looked at him and my heart was still aching. My heart told me to stay and work it out with him, but my head told me to go. This was never going to work out anyway, I'm not staying forever. I got lost in a fling with a guy I barely know and I came back to bite me in the ass.

"Now your sorry, you started all of this." I yelled at him.

I backed away but he grabbed my arms stopping me. I pushed at him, wanting him to go away but he held on to me tight. He fell to the ground hold my waist but I kept pushing him.

"Let go of me." I yelled trying to remove his arms.

"No, you're mine, no matter how much I mess up, your still mine." He said looking at me.

"No I'm not." I screamed.

He pushed me to the ground and pinned me under him. Mason pulled him off of me and pushed him to the ground. 

Logan pulled me up and dragged me away, he pushed me to his car and pushed me inside. I closed the door and he walked around. He got in and started down the drive way. I watched as Conner, Mason and Rowan yelled at David. Jessica looked at me as we drove away onto the road. I just looked at the passing trees while Logan cursed under his breath.

"Ready to talk or are you still acting like a angry black woman." He said angry himself.

"Fuck you too Logan." I yelled not wanting to hear his bullshit to.

He turned off the road on to a dirt path and turned off the car.

"If your going to act like a stereotype then why cant I call you one. Your yelling and fighting over some childish bullshit. Saying really hurtful shit over something stupid, you both need to grow up." he said turning to me.

I could see the anger in his blue eyes and I hate to say it but he was right.

"I let my emotions get the best of me." I said turning from him.

"Really, we heard the whole fucking thing. I get it you don't like being called a whore but dame you over reacted." he said huffing.

"What do you know? the one with the perfect life, the one with no problems." I yelled at him.

"You don't know shit about my fucking life to tell me anything. I have problems, but I don't over react to things I can change. So your adopted mum calls you a whore your whole life, you're adopted dad orally rapes you. That means your pissed off forever, the guy is really trying with you." he said sadly.

"Oh that means i'm not trying, I've never been in love either. I love him so much it hurts." I said.

I couldn't hold back to tears this time. I broke down and covered my face.

"Why does this keep happening? How come Mason and Jessica can just work threw these things?" I asked.

"Because you and David are strong willed, hard headed, aggressive people. That's why you both fight and don't understand how to let things go. Mason and Jessica are just passive and forgiving." He said rubbing his hand over my back.

"Now I can take you to the airport and you can leave, or you can go back and make your relationship work." He said putting on his charming smile.

"Can I go get my arm looked at first?" I said weakly smiling.

"Yeah." He said pulling off.

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