Mother fvcking feels

Luke: Good Morning

Pairing: reader + Luke

Summary: You hit your breaking point and Luke is there for you

A/N: okay lol, so this is my first ever imagine. This is my original work do not take it without my permission I just came home from school and started writing so, yeah...

You watched as the boys discussed their wishes for the evening. This morning you drove Luke to the studio and now you were picking him up. The boys are planning some sort of hang out at an amusement park. Luke had his arm around your shoulder and your head was up against his chest. Every time he would laugh, you could feel the vibrations, and it put a smile on your face. "Aw that'd be so cool! We could totally rent the place out or something" Calum said to the group, smiling as if it were Christmas. They all seemed to agree, all but you. You loved Luke. He would do anything for you and he always wanted to make sure you knew that. He always told you he loved how you were always laughing and cracking jokes. Everyone thought you were the happiest person alive. You always cheered people up and was there to give inspirational talks and people loved you for that. But no one really understood that you get sad sometimes, too. You wanted to be the strong girl that everyone looks up to. You couldn't possibly have time to be sad, but unfortunately, you did, and you were. All the time. You were a wreck inside.
You hated the way your body looked. You had scars and stretch marks and you didn't like the way your skin looked as it was. Now they want to make reservations at a water park today and...i should've known this was coming one day. I was zoned out as the boys were talking about their favorite rides and foods at the theme park.
"Y/N, whats your favorite ride?" Michael asked me turning all eyes to me.
"Oh..i dont have one" you said faking your best smile possible.
"I bet you'll know after you try them all!" Ashton giggles as Michael and Calum are calling dibs on the rides. Luke looked at you lovingly and kissed your forehead.
"You okay, love?" he whispers. You smile a little and tell him you aren't feeling that well.
"Well what's wrong?" he asks with worry filled eyes. Sure it was a lie, and you felt bad for lying, but at this point you definitely did not want to be seen in a bathing suit.
"Well...im on my period". Second lie. You ignored your conscience scolding you and continued to tell Luke you had cramps.
I'm sorry Lukey. Maybe you guys can go without me." you said in high hopes.
"No way babe. No way I'm leaving you alone with cramps. You need me...right?" he asked pouting with puppy eyes. (A/N: how can ya say no?)
"I do need you Luke" you laughed a little.
"I just don't want to ruin your fun. Go ahead."
"Babe no. I'm not leaving you." he turned to the boys and said something along the lines of "maybe next time." on the flip side, at least you didn't have to go. Luke said it was time to go and you both said your goodbyes to the guys. The drive home was abnormally quiet.
"Babe" Luke called you. You were twiddling your fingers and you looked up to meet his gaze.
"Whats wrong" he asks you. You shake your head.
"Hm? Nothing." you give him a smile and you see him debating to believe your or not. You knew he didn't.
"Oh...okay" he says giving you a bit of relief. You reach home and he opens the door for you.
"Ill be in the shower if you need me" he explains.
"You sure you don't wanna joiiiinnnn?" he winks at you and you smile as he tosses his shirt on the hardwood.
"Ill take one later" you say slipping on an old shirt and underwear.
"Okayyyy" he smirks playfully and disappears from the room. He comes back and peeps his head out the door.
"Uh...can you get me a towel?" you groan.
"Okay, okay I'll get one myself" he says and leaves. You walk into the bathroom to put the old clothes in the laundry basket. As you're walking out you cant help but analyze yourself in the foggy mirror, due to shower steam. You hate what you see. Your legs, your stomach...you feel tears brimming your lashes and they carefully fall, as you're trying to hold in sobs. You were crying and you hated it. You felt weak. Unstable. Foolish for crying over something like this. You weren't supposed to care, you were supposed to be strong. Your face is soaked by now.
"Well look who decided to join m-babe??"
He rushes over to you and now that he's seen you this way, you cant hold it in any longer. And you were mad at yourself because of it. His long arms wrap around you protectively and hold you as tight as he can. You feel your heart give way, and your legs give out, carrying you to the floor, sobbing as luke cradles you, rocking you back and forth.
"Shh shh, sweetie I've got you. You're okay...you're fine." your throat is sore from sobbing and and the salty tears are everywhere.
"Im so sorry" you choke out. You just feel sorry. Sorry that he has to see you this way. Sorry that you hit rock bottom. Sorry you exist.
"No no no, you have no reason to be sorry honey. I love you so much sweetheart" he keeps reassuring you everything will be fine. And in that moment you believed him. And as fast as that moment came, it was gone. You woke up to the sun rays in your eyes and with no one beside you.
'wtf just happened' you thought as your were stretching. You look on your nightstand and and pick up the note that wasn't there before this morning. You unfold its edges and read what is written.

"Good morning sleeping beauty. Its me Luke! Your best boyfriend, and only one i hope" you smile at that part.
" by this time I'm either gone, or about to leave. Remember i always have food in the fridge to feed my little monster
[ that's you! :) ] i love you, pretty girl. I'll see you today.
Cya later alligator ××
Yours truly, Lukey."

You felt butterflies in your heart. Realization hit you with a smile, as you feel the paper in between your fingers.
Maybe this was it...maybe this is what I've been needing the whole time- Luke. I've been hiding myself for so long, i couldn't see that he was right here in front of me, and i can finally see him! Last night he never even asked me what happened and honestly i really needed that. I wouldn't want to explain. And i don't have to. He doesn't have to know anything, besides the fact that i love this boy. This beautiful, silly, amazing boy.
You hear the tv shut off. He's still here! But he's about to leave. You hop out of bed as quickly as your heart will allow you and you rush downstairs to kiss the love of your life Good Morning. Because it is one after all.

A/N: im actually proud of myself. Please don't take my work because i work hard on it. Like i felt sparks...i hope you enjoyed! Its my first one and I'm ecstatic about it! Thank you so much for reading, commenting and voting if you do. I'd like you to know that. I totally appreciate appreciate things like that. Anyways thank you for reading i really appreciate it! Thanks, cya.